Authors Notes: Another story linked to my series! Yay! This one is more... emotional? It's about a mystery cat's feelings towards his one BIG mistake. You guys will find out who he is and what the heck he was going on about once I finish my series and all. It should come around in the second book, probably. Hope you like it! So long!
Eyes of Betrayal
When the world just flashes past your eyes, all you can do, is sit there and watch, but the truth is, you are unaware of your surroundings, you are disconnected from everything. If only I had made a better choice at that very moment in my life, when I was about to make a decision that would change my life... I was a coward. But I was blinded with hurt! When my fellow ShadowClan warriors looked into my eyes, they saw betrayal, but I saw no sympathy when I looked back at them, just grief and fury. I was rejected, pushed away from my Clan for my mistakes.
If only I could turn time the other way. If only, the Clans could see me, real me, I would be saved from my father and brother. Even my father was never proud of me, he never called me his own kit... his own son. My brother scoffed at me, he took advantage of me. He loathed me.
I was all alone. Even my foster-mother was not with me. She shielded away the truth that made me who I was now. She turned me away after my father and brother protected themselves with tooth and claw... and then death. It was as if I was the mastermind behind all that my father and brother did. Ha! They would laugh at me if I ever suggested something.
If only I could walk into ShadowClan camp and share-tongues with my clan-mates and they wouldn't realize that I had left for many moons. After a frog, I would curl up and listen to my steady breathing.
It is different now. Every night, I would have a scrawny and cold mouse, and then sleep by myself, always thinking about them. Those who thought wrong of me. After that, I would sleep in fear...
If only my eyes of betrayal vanished, with eyes of love.
-Artumnfire