Edwards POV

About three things I was absolutely positive. First Edward was a vampire, second, there was a part of him-and I didn't know how dominant that part might be-that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

When Kristin Stewart moves to the gloomy town of forks and meets the mysterious, alluring Robert Pattinson, her life takes a thrilling and terrifying turn. With his porcelain skin, golden eye, mesmerizing voice, and supernatural gifts, Edward is both irresistible and impenetrable. Up until now, he has managed to keep his true identity hidden but Kris is determined to uncover his dark secret.

What Kris doesn't realize is that the closer she gets to him, the more she is putting herself and those around her at risk. And it might be too late to turn back…

I sat in the corridor waiting for someone to call my name to indicate I can enter for my audition. I had read the script over and over, I even purchased the books to which this movie is based on. I was gripped, they aren't books that I would normally read but still addictive. I was enticed and hooked with the characters and the strange situations. Everyone knows vampires and shit like that aren't real, but these books, and this movie, is something else, it's amazing.

I lifted my head at the sound of the audition room door slamming shut. A guy in his early twenties, wild, dark hair similar to mine, came out looking inconsolable.

"bad?" I questioned curiously at his grief flooded face. The look on his face said I was wrong, it was worse than bad, I predict it could have been horrific.

"I went to kiss the girl and I accidentally burped in her face, then when we climbed on the bed I lost my grip and fell off the bed and just when I thought it couldn't get any worse I realized that when I fell, I grabbed her shirt, nearly pulling her off the bed with me and ripping it!" I couldn't believe what I'd just heard, that is the worst audition in history. No wonder he's so disturbed by it, well at least my performance would look brilliant in comparison, I don't think there's any chance my audition could be out shined by that.

"unlucky dude" I stated. He just nodded and waddled away sulking, throwing his script in the trash on his way out.

"Edward Cullen, you can go in now" the kind women smiled at me from behind her small desk. Her kindness sadly didn't erase the bats having a party in my stomach. I took a deep breath, stood up, and made my way inside.

First thing I noticed was a long table at the back of the room with four people sat at it. They each had their own plaques on the desk in front of them with their name and role in the movie. Producer Greg Mooradian, director Catharine Hardwick, writer of the book Stephanie Mayer and script writer Melissa Rosenberg.

Second thing-or should I say person-I noticed was a girl standing in the middle of the room. She had long dark hair with a glow of burgundy, her eyes were big and brown and skin so pale, my first thought was that she was probably be playing a vampire in the movie, but she had a name tag on her white-and slightly torn-shirt, Bella swan, Kris. So this is the girl playing the lead, it was undeniable that she was beautiful in a natural way. I noticed also that they had got the details just replicated to in the books, hair color, the same, eye color, the same, just her standing there, she looks just how I pictured her to be when I was reading the books.

I however, was no longer certain that I could be the fixed person for the role of Robert. The tortured soul that is somehow beautiful and absolutely perfect, great, I have to play perfect, that sounds simple enough…not.

"hello, I'm Edward Cullen" I announced as I walked to stand next to Bella. I took the time to read their expressions, they seemed pleased, either that or I just missed out on a druggy session, which I somehow doubted. Each of them introduced themselves personally, even thought they already had their plaques. I turned left to look at Bella

"hey, I'm Bella, I play Kris in the movie" she informed me with a smile. Damn she's cute and I bet she knows it.

"ok you can choose two scenes from the list, scene 1, 2, 3 or 4" Catherine said warmly. I swallowed hard, I forgot how nerve wreaking these auditions were.

"yeah, um….1 and 3 please" I stated, but I regretted it, because scene c was the bed scene, all I have to do to have a chance at this role is to stay on the bed, which is not so complex. But I intended to start with scene a, which is the scene where they have there first conversation in biology.

"ok, props are over there for scene 1 and 3" the producer indicated behind us. There was a bed, nothing special and a desk next to it which was obviously meant to be a table in the science lab.

"1 first yeah?" Bella said heading towards the desk, I think she could sense my tension at the situation I had just dropped myself in. I looked at the door pleadingly, contemplating to ditch my acting career and just apply for a job at my local pizza restaurant, but honestly a career as an actor would be far more cool than being a pizza delivery boy. I sucked in another deep breath, this isn't even the bed scene and I'm already uneasy.

I dropped my script on the floor so I would look more professional and prepared, to look as though I didn't need the assistance of my lines written down for me to see. It was all in my head, memorized, I just prayed my mind wouldn't go blank with nerves.

*~*~*~*~

By the end I was relived, that was the longest 45 minutes of my life. I had spoken my lines perfectly and being with Bella was encouraging in a strange way. I felt awkward to begin with when we first got on the bed but after a while I was fine and the act was progressing just as I'd hoped. I had to talk a little bit about myself and why I wanted the part. They seemed happy enough with what they had witnessed over the duration of my audition.

"you've got the part!" Catherine announced loud and proud with a grin. Of course that sent me jumping around like a 5 year old being told they can have Christmas everyday of the year. My smile was impossible to hide, my joy leaked every essence of my being. This is cause for celebration, Jasper-my best friend-should be outside now, waiting for me, drinks on me tonight dude.

"thank you, this means a lot, you have no idea how much I've worked on this" I beamed at everyone, I'm glad I didn't choose to run out the door and get a career delivering pizza's.

I collected information that was held in a giant red folder. Scripts, agenda, what I need, where and when filming will start and blah, blah, blah. The second I walked outside Jasper read it on my face, I got the role.

"congratulations Edward scissor hands" he said pulling me in for a man hug. We look like a pair of queens, but I didn't care, I was the man playing the hot Vampire Robert Pattinson.

"what?" a small voice questioned behind us. A voice I knew just of recent, Bella's. I turned round to see her with a replica of my red folder and a look of confusion on her face, that was equal to mine. What?

"get it, his name is Edward and his hair looks like he's licked a battery" Jasper explained, it took a moment to hit me, he was mocking my hair style. I glared at him but a sudden howl of laughter distracted me. Bella had her had on her stomach, her face pink with laughter, I swear I could almost see tears appearing in her eyes.

"what the fuck are you laughing at?" I growled. Her laughter paused but she had to bite her lip in effort to no longer offend me by laughing any more, but it was all over her face that she found my so called friend, funny.

"I thought it funny" Jasper mumbled to himself, probably disappointed that I found his joke more insulting rather than hysterical.

"don't worry, it was" she assured him. The look on her face was that she was trying to make Jasper feel better, but obviously not realizing that at the same time, she was again offending me. Whether or not it was intentional, I was still pissed off.

"get lost" I snarled at her. Swiftly I grabbed Jaspers arm and marched us both out the building. Not for a second looking back at her face, but I imagined that her jaw was more or less on the floor. Once outside I composed myself and went over in my head what just happened.

"fuck!" I growled, annoyed with myself this time. I lifted my fingers in to my hair and grabbed at it in irritation.

"what dude?" Jasper asked looking truly clueless.

"I told her to get lost, then I grabbed you and ran out, so basically it was me who got lost, you get it? Now she will think I'm an idiot" I cussed to myself. My own stupidity, my actions totally contradicted my words, making me look stupid….well done Edward. But that wasn't the only reason for me to regret the past 5 minutes.

I was going to be spending the next god knows how many years of my life, with her in it. It's contract, 3 movies, which is at least 3 years, could be more depending on the amount of promotion they want us to do and if they decide to make breaking dawn into a movie. Well done Edward! Inside I repeatedly scolded myself.

a/n SECoND FAN FIC FOR TWILIGHT, I LIKE THE BEGINNING, HOPE U ALL LOVES IT :D