Author: ChemicalXMels

Title: Apologies before fatalities

Rating K

Genre: Angst

Characters: Hikaru/ Kaoru

Disclaimer: I dont own Ouran btw ...hummm how sad is that...

Note: OK guys the last time I wrote a Fanfics I was 14 lolll (im now 17). So Im sorry if it kinda sucks.

Warning1: I probably made alot of grammar mistake ... im really sorry... I did my best (Dont be shy and tell me every mistake i did)

Warning2: This is an angst story(Hikaru/Kaoru)...some ppl told me that the problem with my fics ,is that the are way too sad and too many caracters dies it ..hehe sorry I Cant help it

Warning3: Yes its a (Hikaru/Kaoru) but there's no twincest tho

PLZ REVIEW :D

(in the text Hikaru Is the one who start the dialogue (except the first line of the text lol)i hope its not to confusing)

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-How could you !?!?... Hikaru no..NO you dont mean it !

-SHUT UP ...you know i mean it...Leave me ALONE!...

These words kept running into his head. It was the first time him and Kaoru had a real fight...it was all his fault ,he couldnt help but to be jealous. Obviously, he didnt mean all the harsh things he said to his brother..and yet, he was feeling so angry. Thats why he was alone right now, walking in the dark. He didnt even know since how long he was out. He didnt how much time has pass since,out of rage, he slamed that door and ran away. Why was he so selfish ..Why was he so impulsive, unlike Kaoru he wasnt able to controle himself.

He stopped walking, suddently feeling a burning pain invading his body; Guilt.

That so called guilt grew stronger as flash back ran into his head

-I SAW YOU! Why do you always hang out with THEM !?

-Hi..karu... calm down ...why are you so upset ?

-You abandonned me !

-What..what!? Hikaru...im always going to be your Brother, your bestfriend ...but you can't...I mean.. im aloud to have other friends !

Hiraku felt his eyes filled up with tears at the memories of the cruel words he told his brother.

-Im so tired of you ! ..I ..I HATE YOU

-You know what??? I AM the one who shoulb be upset !! you're always controlling everyting,Its like you're using me like a toy all the time!

Shoked the older brother replied

-Oh well ...at last you noticed! you're right on that point ! im using you since we're lilttle, and you know what ? The only reason im jealous of your so-called "friends" its because of my selfishness... I dont want anyone else to USE you... I dont even know why you call them "friends" by the way, I bet If I go talk to them while pretending to be you, they wont even notice!

-You...You dont mean what you're saying.. plus...no one cant tell who is who ...it doesnt mean anything.

Hikaru sighed

-How unfortunate having the same face ...its causing so much trouble to the both of us ...I wish you were never born ...I wish you where DEAD!

Kaoru wasnt able to make a sound, tears started to shed out of his golden eyes

-How could you !?!?... Hikaru, no..NO you dont mean it !

-...SHUT UP you know I mean it ... Leave me ALONE!...

His heart and soul hurt at the memories, hurt at the knowledge that he probably hurt his dear younger brother...his mirror..his bestfriend. Jealousy and anger are total bitchs.

-Kaoru... ,he whispered

The teenager's eyes seemed suddently haunted in a strange way, but for some reason the guilt wasn't the only cause. Something was wrong. He needed to go back and find his brother ...he had a really bad feeling...someting bad was about to happened..but what ?

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So? waddaya think ?lol

please tell me if you like the story ...im not sure whats going to happen (I have alot of ideas...I dont know witch one to pick)

anyways plz review ok ???