Hey everybody! Well here it is! The first chapter of my very first ever Victorious fanfic! I really hope you like I worked kinda hard on it. The idea was given to me by an anonymous reviewer by the name of Just Say'n! I didn't pick it because I didn't like the other idea's this was just the first I looked at that I really liked! So without any further hesatations...I give you... Party Mix!
Disclaimer: Sadly... I dont own this...I am not Dan Shnieder. I wish I was though!
Beck's POV
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I thought she of all people would never do this to me. And with my best friend! My girlfriend and my best friend. I never saw this coming.
"What do you mean you guys had sex?" I exclaimed. Jade and Andre were sitting on either side of me on the tiny couch in my RV. Aparently I missed quite the party last night.
"We didn't plan to, I swear! Beck you know I love you. I would never do anything to hurt you!" Jade was near tears. I could tell they were really and sincerly sorry for what had happened, yet I just couldn't find it in me to forgive either of them.
"You say that you'd never do anything but you don't mean it. If you truly meant it we wouldn't be sitting here right now having this conversation." I stared coldly at her which only caused her to swallow back more tears and look away.
"Look man, we don't remember any of it at all. We were both so drunk you wouldn't believe it. All we know is that first there was some dude offering us some drinks and then BAM! The next morning we're lying in some strangers bed naked." Said Andre.
"You think that makes it any better? Jade, you freak out if you see me standing next to a girl! How do you think I'm feeling right now after hearing that you slept with this guy?" I blew up. How could they ask me to just accept this and go on like everything was normal?
"I'm not asking you to just hear this and feel like everything is OK. I just want you to understand what happened. Know the whole story before hearing some nasty rumour about it at school." Jade said.
"Yeah. We understand that you may not want to talk to us for a long time -or ever again- and we completly get why. If it was me hearing this I'd probably just kick me out the second I heard what happened. And you're a good guy that doesn't deserve to be lied to." Andree added.
"Yeah I sure do feel great you guys told me." I told them sarcasticaly. Though I really was kind of glad. I don't know what I would've done if I had found out from someone else or if they had told me in a year or so. At least they're being honest about it. I stood up and started pacing back and forth in the tiny confined space. Suddenly I felt kind of trapped.
Finally I stopped in front of them. "Just tell me... You guys used protection right? There aren't going to be any little coloured, goth, kids coming along any time soon right?" They were both quick to answer.
"Of course we used protection! You honestly think I want that happening to my body, Beck?" Jade exclaimed. She had wanted that one time. There was a day when my Uncle dropped off my little cousin, Joey for the day for me to look after while he was out of town. Jade had come over that afternoon thinking she could drag me into taking her shopping. Once she got here and found that I couldn't go she of course went ballistic and started yelling at me to take him to someone else to be looked after. All the screaming eventually made Joey, who was 2 at the time, cry and scream as well. Which of course made Jade scream at him, which made him cry even harder. It was complete chaos. In the end though Jade turned out to be the only one who could get him to stop crying and they formed some kind of special bond. We all went to the park and she actually played with him on all the play sets. At the end of the day after Joey had gone home, we layed in bed and talked about our future and named our kids. She quickly got over that phase though.
"Andree, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. I think Jade and I should be alone right now. I might call you later, we should probably talk alone too."
"Alright man, I'll see you guys tomorrow." And with that he walked out the door. Jade and I were silent while we heard his car door slam and Andre drive away.
I walked over to the kitchen area of the RV and pored us both some coffee. Then I sat beside Jade on the couch handing her, hers. We sat like this for awhile. At opposite sides of the couch not speaking. Just slowly sipping at our coffee. It wasn't awkward, just sad and depressing. Finally though she broke the silence.
"Beck, please talk to me." She sounded like a shy little girl, lost at the mall. Was it heartless off me to not feel guilty for making hard-core Jade West this miserable? I don't think so. She brought it on herself.
"I'm talking." I said coldly. Why did I not make her leave too? I realize now that there's nothing I want to say.
"Beck, I'm so sorry! I can't believe I ever let that happen! You have no idea how much this is killing me knowing that I've put you through so much pain. I'll do whatever it takes to make it up to you!" She had tears streaming down her face taking a lot of her black make up with it. Her whole torso was turned toward me and she was shaking ferociously.
"Honestly I don't think there's anything you can do to make it up to me. You slept with someone else. You shared something deeply intimate with another guy. Even if you were hammered it's no excuse. What were you doing drinking that much anyway?"
"It was so incredibly stupid. We were playing poker... Instead of using poker chips or money we used shots..."
"You're right... That was stupid."
"Told you so."
"I think we should break up." I let out bluntly. She did this gasp, hiccup-y, sniffle thing that I'm pretty sure only girls can do. Then she got up, put on her coat and walked to the door. Flipped over a picture of us on the wall whispered "I love you, Beckett Oliver. Always will. Nothing is ever going to change that," and walked out.
"I love you too, Jadelyn West. Forever and always." I whispered to the empty RV.
Jade's POV
I'm such a gank. No, I'm way worse then a gank. I'm a super uber gank! That's why I had to do what I was about to do. I took quite a few deep breaths and chugged some water. I was standing at the top of the stairs in the main entrance of Hollywood Art's. Andree was beside me with his acoustic, mindlessly playing a few depressing notes.
"He's coming! He's coming!" Cat bursts through the main doors, "He's just getting out of his car!"
Andree looked to me. "You ready?" He asked "Nope," I answered. "But let's give it a shot." We both took our places and somebody dimmed the lights. I heard the door open and that's when I knew he had walked in. Two spotlights flickered on showing me and Andree at the top of the stairs. Him holding his guitar desperatly and I behind the microphone. I nodded to him signaling him to start playing. Beck looked really confused. And incredibly lost. Though as the first few chords of the song played I knew what I had to do. So I opened my mouth and sang.
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
As I sang the last few lines I could feel the tears on my cheeks. The whole school was silent as someone turned the lights back on. Andree and I stared at Beck and Beck stared straight back. Even he was crying a little bit. The silence was deafening. I had to say something.
"Beck," I swallowed back more tears. "We know we messed up. Big time. Giganormous time. But... We'll do whatever it takes to turn this around." I stared at him desperatly.
Then suddenly he ran up and pulled me into him. I leaned into his arms taking in all that was Beck. His musky scent, his chocolate axe, his strong arms. Everything. I didn't know how long this would last for so I had to savour every millisecond. He kissed my hair as I sobbed into his shirt muttering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Over and over again until he pulled away. He still held my hands though which I hope was a good sign.
"I never stopped loving you. You broke my heart. But I never stopped." He whispered so only I could hear. He then let go of my hands and turned to face Andree.
"You screwed up, dude." He said. Making Andree look down at his shoes ashamed.
"You know I never imagined I'd ever hurt you like that. Jade is all yours. She's like not even a little sister to me. I don't even know if I like her that much! You can have her! She's all yours! I assure you that something even remotely like this will never, ever, ever happen again! As queer as it sounds... I love you man. And I'm sorry." He took a deep breath in and held it until he heard Beck's response. "I love you too. Manly hug now?"
"Yeah! Manly huggin' time!" They did they're 'manly' hugs and I even giggled a little. They opened they're arms up, both smiling hugely and looked at me.
"C'mon Jade! Get in here!" Andree invited. As much as I can't stand group hugs on any occassion I couldn't help but quickly getting in on this. There was a collective "Awwwwe." From the audiance and we laughed. Then the bell rang for us to get to class and people scurried off back to they're own little worlds. Andree had to go because he had a really strict teacher first period, so he hugged us each and ran off to class with a big goofy smile plastered on his face.
"If it wasn't obvious, I'd like to ask you to be my girlfriend again." Beck asked me.
"Well if it wasn't obvious, I'd love to be your girlfriend again." I replied. Then he kissed me and I was in heaven. I missed his kisses so much these last couple days. After a few minutes we pulled apart. Smirking at each other.
"We'd better get to class. We don't need to be anymore late then we already are." He said to me.
"Alright then. Let's go." I was a little disapointed that he didn't just want to stay here and make out some more. We held hands and went to his locker to get his books. While we stood there a strange voice snuck up behind me. But I recognized it imediatly.
"Jade that was such a pretty song. You're hair smells wonderful. Like watermelons. You pretty Jade." Sinjin.
"3...2...1..." I said loudly and heard him scamper off behind me.
"That's my girl." Beck said proudly as he kissed me again.
Welllll...? Watcha think? Sorry if it bit long... I started and had to get everything that was going through my mind down! R&R! THANK YOUU! :D :D :D :D :D :D