Disclaimer: Everything belongs to Stephanie Meyer
Wanted to try to get a new perspective on Jane.
There was a time when I was human. When I was normal and loved. Who knows how long ago that was. You see I wasn't always a monster there was a time when I was average. I wasn't always this brutal this scary this mean there was a time when I was the exact opposite. I was welcoming loving compassionate even. That changed and too quickly for me to grasp it. I wasn't always a creature of the dark I was human. Humans huh if half of them knew what I was a lot of blood would be shed. Then there were the silly humans like Bella Swan who wanted to be a vampire. That girl had no idea what she was getting herself into.
When I changed my personality did too. Those things that seemed important when I was human weren't. Another thing that changed was my emotions. The only feelings I ever feel is fear and depression. It was hard thousands of memories that I didn't need nor want. An empty feeling inside your chest where your heart should be beating. Everything was crystal clear now and once you knew the truth you could NEVER go back.
Sometimes it feels as if I'm going insane. They were proud of what I am. Of what I've become. I remember that day the Volturi found me. I remember that day as if it was yesterday. The day that haunts me every minute of this pathetic life. I may not remember how I turned but I didn't want too.
I remember...I was a newborn vampire, when the found me when they made my life even worse. There was a lot people didn't know about me. And only one person found out about this and lived…if you consider that living.