Ok, so first of all…
DISCLAMER: like hell I'm a better writer than Stephenie Meyer so obviously I do not own any of these characters and yada yada : )
Second of all this is my first writing a fan fiction about the twilight series and I really hope you like it. By the way Chapter 1 is a filler so I promise it will get more exciting :D.
It leaves off after Eclipse.
CHAPTER 1
It has been about a week since I have told Charlie about me and Edward and the whole marriage thing. Of course he was angry and pretty much was in denial for about….a mila second but then he was assuring me it wasn't what I wanted, I was too young to know about love (which I thought was him being a hypocrite with the whole Rene situation). Anyways I fought back and stood there with my head held high and my opinion not budging. Of course this was much easier done because Edward was right there by my side holding my hand.
He grounded me and forbid me to see Edward. Well mostly he forbid Edward from seeing me but either way he still came in through the window at night and I hung out with him during the day too, no matter what Charlie had said, using my whole "I'm an adult now, and can leave whenever I wanted to" skit. After 3 days he finally starting giving in and life became easier. Between me and Charlie that is.
Rene was outraged and kept writing me emails and emails threatening to come down and get me and bring me back to Jacksonville to live with her and Phil. She said that I would soon get over Edward and return to a normal life. I stifled a chuckle when I read that. Not only for the whole normal comment but just imagining life without Edward…..that's absurd. I crossed my arm over my stomach when it started feeling empty again, but I reassured myself he would never leave me again. Never.
I was downstairs washing the dishes after me and Charlie had eaten my pasta.
"Goodnight Dad" I kissed him on the cheek while drying my hands on the towel after I was done cleaning.
"Night Bells" he mumbled still paying full attention to the game on the television. Nothing unusual there. I went upstairs into the bathroom to take a shower to pass the time while waiting for Charlie to go to bed so that Edward can come in through the window.
Alice had bought me new pajamas after she realized what I was wearing to bed. I was kind of angry at her for spending her money on me but I had to admit, it was very comfortable. It consisted out of plaid boxer shorts that were surprisingly warm, a simple, yet cute, white spaghetti strap shirt and a big, baby blue sweater that covered over my boxers. I suspected the color of the sweater must have had something to do with that being Edward's favorite color on me, but hey, who was I to argue.
My Self consciousness aside, I thought I actually looked……cute. Still nothing when compared to Edward but still, for a human being, not half bad. I was still in the bathroom fixing my wet hair because tonight was the first time I've worn these pajamas in front of him so I wanted to look decent. While doing so I realized I was being silly because I knew he would think I was beautiful no matter what I wore or looked like. Which I was still baffled by.
When I got out of the bathroom I could here Charlie snoring and knew he would be lounging on my bed, waiting for me, when I stepped into my room. I took a deep breath still hoping maybe just maybe that part of him that had…desires. Not what I truly wanted, which would have to wait after our wedding, but maybe close. What was I thinking! I felt so embarrassed thinking these thoughts that I could feel the color flooding to my cheeks. I took a deep breath and opened the door.
Unsurprisingly, he was there, in the same spot as always. I started to walk over to the bed.
"Wow!" Edward said under his breath with a smile spreading across his face. "Well don't you look gorgeous, what's the special occasion?"
"Nothing, Alice brought me these and I decided to wear them tonight." I could feel the color rushing back to my cheeks as he caressed them with his cold fingers.
"Remind me to thank her later" he chuckled and lifted up my chin bringing it closer to his icy lips. Once again I was light headed. My heart starting beating fast as I kissed him back and put my hands around his neck. He pulled away and embraced me with his chin on my head and kissed my hair. He could see the frown on my face and his facial expression seemed amused.
"Why do you do that?" I asked trying to hide the sadness in my voice.
"Why do I do what?" his expression confused while taking my head with both his hands and staring at me with those beautiful golden eyes. I tried to look away but of course I was, dazzled.
"Pull away from kissing me right when we…..well I get so into it?"
"Don't be silly Bella, I get more into it than you know, and that's why I stop. I keep wanting to go much further but knowing I can't…not now."His eyes still trapping me in his gaze."And tonight….with you wearing that….it's making it even harder. "He started laughing and kissed my forehead.
"Maybe tonight we could-"
"Bella…" he sighed.
"No, just hear me out. Maybe tonight we could just take it an itsy bitsy step further." I pleaded with my eyes. I reached forward to kiss when I saw him thinking and though I should catch him off guard while I had the chance. Apparently it worked because he kissed me back his cold hands still on my face moving down to my arms which were covered by my jacked but I could still feel the cold touch of his hands.