Hi! I'm new here on FanFiction and this is my first time writing a story. I hope you will enjoy! And please leave comments, I would like to know what you think about the plot.

Kissu kissu ;*

WARNINGS:

I don't own anything but my OCs! Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto. The story is set on Naruto Shippuden and it's rated M for a reason- it can contain sexual themes and bad language in the story.

Prologue

I still remembered everything about her. Her soft, silvery voice. Her long, platinum blonde hair. Her small, frail hands. Her big, grey eyes...I endured not to touch her again, not to feel her velvet skin against mine.

Through the years, no one seemed to notice how much I was still in love with her. They thought I had forgotten her. They thought I only saw her as an alliance; nothing more, nothing less. But how wrong they were. If she could just let me do anything I wanted, I would have kidnapped her and gone somewhere far away from our duties. Far away from this catastrophic situation that killed us both.

I couldn't stand anymore our forcefully-made conversation during the Kage's meetings and our awkward glances when nobody watched us. I could not, but I had to. For her sake. For my sake.

Fate wasn't on our side- and she knew it.

The moon goddess didn't bless us, that's what I have been told. Trying to turn against her would mean destroying the world's course. That was what happened. She got cursed. She was blamed for our foolish acts. And the only thing I did was watching her being humiliated and pitied.

At that time I barely had any courage.

I couldn't even hold on her when she had asked me to. "Why can't you be selfish!? I want you to be!" she screamed at me. I had looked away from her teary eyes, ashamed. I couldn't have answer that question then. And now that I could, it was too late.

I didn't blame my old self. Too afraid to let myself forget the merciless past. Too afraid to fall for a forbidden fruit. Having a love affair with student would have meant my death. We had been cautious and fortunately no one discovered our relationship apart from Guy and Yamato.

My long time rival had supported me from the start by telling me to follow my heart. Yamato, on the other hand, was totally against it. He was worried that the council might have suspected our illegal affair.

I had known from the start what kind of consequences I would have gone through if I had pursed her. My punishment would have been the most atrocious since she was someone out of league. I couldn't possibly have a relationship with the future Empress of the Wolf tribe, right?

She could have been a disgrace for the Ookami royal family. Me, on the other hand... I could have been sentenced. I got lucky; I became the sixth Hokage. But she... she got to suffer. Because she had gone against her fate. She had chosen me but I hadn't.

I had just sat there and watched how the course went. I was guilty. She had been only sixteen then and endured it all. The awareness of being the successor of her tribe. The sorrow of loving someone she wasn't supposed to. The pain of seeing me with someone else.

She had never talked about her feelings. She never did. I had been mad at myself for not being able to understand her. I had failed to protect her like I had promised. meanwhile... she saved me every time. I didn't do anything for her if not causing misfortunes.

She didn't deserve to be punished for this. It was my fault, it was me who started it all... It was me who used her...It was me who destroyed her innocence and pure heart...

••••

Suddenly I felt someone's chakra nearing my office and I regained consciousness from my thoughts. It was my assistant' s chakra, Hanayori Miku. I sighed painfully as I waited for her to come inside.

This wasn't the first time I spaced out during work. That girl... she always invaded my mind. Just one look at the sky, I would remember her usual attire when she visited Konoha. Her blue, satin yukata. Whenever I saw her, she would gracefully walk with that dress in an almost sensual pace. It drove me mad every time and my instinct would go wild. It made me want to tear apart that cloth only to rediscover what has been hidden for years from my eyes...

Knock knock.

Abruptly I was out my fantasy as I heard a knock on the door meaning that Hanayori was already here.

"Come in," I yelled annoyed as I looked towards my desk with all the papers sprawled on. Being Hokage wasn't an easy task. I really hated doing paperwork.

"Hatake-sama," she greeted polite while bowing.

"Tell me everything that is needed to know," I mumbled tired as I tried to clear my desk from all the documents. I waited for her answer but it never came. I looked up to her and I noticed now she seemed quite reluctant to reply. I arched an eyebrow at her, not understanding her weird behavior. "Then?"

"The Empress of Ookami tribe is here and she's not alone," she sputtered quickly without a break.

My face paled. My heart throbbed. And my mind collapsed. She is here. Tsuki Ookami is here. My she wolf.

Peaqueen