Dear Brittany,

I don't even know where I have to begin .. I miss you like crazy, ever since you left.

I know you didn't ask for this, and I don't blame you for this, I want you to know that. But it's just so hard ..

You're somewhere else now. You'll probably make friends really soon, I just know you will. Remember I said I liked you from the first day we met? Well, I really meant that, and I'm sure everyone else will too.

I hope I can visit you anytime soon. I would love to meet your new friends and your family .. Or you can come here, ofcourse. You know you are always welcome, right?

I really miss you, Britty .. I miss hugging you, and I miss the smell of your hair when you've just showered .. I miss your smile when I say something sweet, I miss you telling me everything will be okay ..

Glee club misses you too. Yesterday Kurt asked me how you were doing and it was so hard to hold back my tears. Because I didn't even know how you were doing ..

Cheerios practice is so awful without you .. I think I may even quit.. You always got me through it, when Sue yelled at me and I got angry or sad, you just smiled at me, and I knew I was going to be fine ..

Quinn is getting more grumpy everyday, and I just can't handle it anymore .. I can't believe you're not going to be here when she has her baby ..

I know you only left a couple of days ago, but it feels like years already..

I'm sorry, I'm only talking about myself ..How are you doing? Lord Tubbington is doing okay, but I can tell he misses you too. I'm doing everything you told me to. I feed him as much as I can, I give him his treats, I play with him everyday .. I'm even letting him sleep in my bed, even though I normally wouldn't even allow him to sit on my bed.. He just reminds me so much of you ..

Do you like it over there? Are the people nice? They better be nice to you or I'll come over and kick their ass. Sorry. I know you hate violence .. But just let me know if anyone is being rude to you ..

I want to do a Brittany week in Glee club, but I'm pretty sure Mr. Shue wouldn't want to do it. He can be such a jerk sometimes .. He's still chasing the guidance counselor, I really don't see what he sees in her .. She already has a boyfriend, and he's way hotter than Mr. Shue.

I mean, he's a dentist. C'mon ..

Remember when we went to the dentist together during the Britney Spears week and you were scared so I held your hand the entire time? And afterwards we went to the supermarket to buy candy and we skipped the rest of the day? That was so much fun ..

If your're scared to go to the dentist over there, I would come over if you want me to. Just ask and I'll be there ..

Oh, Britt.. I could write an entire book of how much I miss you ..

Please write me back soon ..

And please come over sometime ..

I will take good care of Lord Tubbington, you have my pinkie promise on that ..

And I will never, ever forget you ..

Lots of love and lots of hugs ..

Your best friend, Santana

Xoxoxoxoxo