I hear you, see you, feel you, forever far from my reach. What made this happen? What separated us? Was it a wish you made to be kept away from me? Did you wish we would never be together?
I was never worth that much to you then, always just another thing to worry over. I was just a thing that made your life a mess. Well, I won't anymore. Never again will you see me. I have disappeared never to return to you just as you did to me. If my feelings never mattered then neither do yours.
I hope your happy with what I have become. All of the world sees me as a monster, the monster that drove you away. Is it worth staying here anymore just to endure this abuse? I think not. I have been immobilized all my life by fear of you. Now it is gone, and I am leaving.
Good bye I tell you not in true words, but with feelings from my broken soul which may never be repaired. Be happy is all I ask. Be happy without me and learn how to be rid of this hate which consumes you. I will always wonder how this happened. How did we grow apart? The answers I seek can only come from one source, you, but since you do not seem to want to talk to me, I shall leave unsatisfied with the knowledge I have.