Hey I Tried

Today my heart glooms

It blooms

So used to the continuous pain

I want to cut a vein

Whatever just to fade away

I take more than 12 pills

Recommended for a day

Man, I'm so sick of ills

… I rip my eyelids apart

A beating

I see a lovely sunny sky

I guess from sorrow you don't die

After my epiphany

I begin to dream

Seeking for comfort in the land

My feet move and

Search for a park and a stream

Mind in peace I walk across

The street To reach harmony

I look at my feet …

SPLAT!

Really today?

Where were you yesterday?

Brain splatter, guess destiny.