A/N: Ten points to Gryffindor if you get the reference. Especially since if you don't, this won't make any sense.
"I love you."
Shit, I did not mean to say that out loud. Okay Cas, say something... say anything! Just don't say something... I mean, jesus, how many times have people told me that you're in love with me? More than I can count. So for the love of all that is good and holy, say something.
"I am well aware of your affections Dean."
Oh. Right. He can read minds. That's... unsettling.
"I thought we talked about you not reading my mind anymore Cas."
No, that's not fair... don't do the head tilt thing... I swear someone who can kill you with two fingers and a frown should never be this cute.
"I did not read your mind Dean."
"Okay then, don't read my soul or whatever."
"You misunderstand me Dean, I do not need to do any of that."
"I don't follow Cas."
I feel like such a fucking girl right now and you know what's really not helping? That damn smile Cas is giving me.
"Not for nothing Cas but the last time someone looked at me like that, I got laid."
"I am well aware Dean, you said that to me last night."
Why hasn't he said it back? Does he not love me anymore? Has he figured out how much I suck yet? How broken I am? Has he figured out that he deserves so much better - that he could do so much better?
"Dean, do not be absurd."
"Damn it Cas!"
That son of a bitch, reading my mind again.
"Why is it so hard for you to believe that I want you Dean?"
Because I'm so fucking messed up it's not even funny.
"Dean I believe that I fell in love with you the moment I laid my hand on you in hell. And I am not sure if you have noticed, but since then we have not always been the kindest to one another..."
The man has a point. I mean he beat the shit out of me in an alley and then there was that time when we were kind of planning to kill him...
"Do you really think that after all that I would simply change my mind? You have stabbed me, banished me, hurt me in more ways than one and I am still here Dean. I love you."
"Oh... you must think I'm a dick."
"No Dean, we share a profound bond which is the most intimate thing two people can share..."
"Well then you share it with a dick."
"Dean... I love you."
Is he... no... did Cas get the reference? Did he actually understand that reference?
"What?"
"I love you. How many more times would you like me to say it?"
This fucker. Of course he picks right now to start referencing movies I make him watch. At least we didn't watch Sleepless in Seattle last night because somehow that would make me Tom Hanks and I know we both have green eyes but I don't really want to be Tom. Although Cas has blue eyes like Meg Ryan so maybe...
"One more would be nice..."
"I... love... you."
"I love you too."
"Good."
"Cas?"
"Thanks for not making me Diane."
"Thank you for not giving me a pen."
Cas is fucking awesome.
Disclaimer: The only thing in this I own is the plot. Any recognizable characters or lines from Supernatural or Say Anything are the property of their rightful owners. I'll give them back now.