He was dazed. He blinked twice and shook his head

"Now you know," I said lightly, and shrugged. "No one's ever loved anyone as much as i love you."

"You're almost right." He smiled, his eyes still a little wider than usual. "I know of just one exception."

"Liar."

He stated to kiss me again, but then stopped abruptly.

"Can you do it again?" he wondered

I grimaced "Its very difficult"

He waited, his expression eager.

"I cant keep it up if im even the slightest bit distranced," I warned him.

"I'll be good," he promised

I pursed my lips, my eyes narrowing. Then I smiled.

I pressed my hands to his face again, hefted the shield right out of my mind, and then stated in where i'd left off – with the crystal- clear memory of the first night of my new life... lingering on the details.

I laughed breathlessly when his urgent kiss interrupted my efforts again.

"Damn it" He growled, kissing hungrily down the edge off my jaw.

"We have plenty of time to work on it," I reminded him.

"Forever and Forever and Forever," he murmured.

"That sounds exactly right to me."

And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever.

Rewind on forever, it would still exist apart from one thing that's changed. Renesmee.

No happy ever after, after all.

What if Renesmee was never born?

Bella Cullen was pregnant with a hybrid child when she got pregnant on hers and Edward's honeymoon. Soon as knowing she was pregnant Edward was ready to get this thing out of her; however Bella became attached to the thing, which was killing Bella. As Rosalie too was attached wanting the baby now and to take it off Bella, she didn't care about Bella's safety or life she just wanted a child.

After carrying the child in her womb for many months, it suffocated inside Bella when she was giving birth, at a very fast 4 months of carrying the child around. Soon as Bella was giving birth she became weak which made her heart fail. Edward injected his venom into her system quickly to save Bella from death, his wife, his life. Edward succeeded on changed Bella into immortal. In her process of changed it lasted a long 3 days of burning pain. Awaking she felt better being with Edward, yet lost. Losing their child hurt Bella, she always felt like there was now something missing.

Grieving the pain, lost, hurt her and Edward try to get on with their long forever, without anymore worries. But what Bella wants, is there child back, and alive. Bella found out now it's not a happy ever after, with something missing. Edward has even noticed Bella's pain and doesn't know what to do, he even thinks it was a mistake of changing Bella, let her go to her death.

Pain, agony, love, lost, hope.

Edward's and Bella's happy ever after was shifted on an different universe, Edward's last hope of getting his beautiful, loving wife who he cares for the most back, to see the light is to consider adoption of finding a dyeing child who they can keep for themselves. Selfish, is what Edward knew it was. But he would do anything for his life. Bella.