Chapter 1 Darkness

Mystery POV

As I sit my darkest hour is at hand I cry, I moan I plea and I wish but no stars come for me they seem to be shadowed by a mark, my mark, the dark mark.

I try to see her through my tears but to no avail the dark mark shadows her face.

I can only see one thing her death caused by me the one light in my life my own light destroyed I didn't protect her.

Darkness surrounds me and I grow pale my darkest hour my heart thuds as I look for something a noise pain so that I know I feel that I am, nothing quietness surrounds me.

Its over remembering back I was sat unaware pandering to my petty whims she was taken I knew yet I stayed I could have gone I didn't, I should have gone but I didn't as tears fall I don't care my fault I think as the fateful news is brought to me I freeze tears fall around me I see many cry and plea but I shed not one tear.

In the darkness of the night alone I cry I summon courage and see her lifeless face I go under cover of the night.

Surrounded by loving flowers and white shroud I see her terrified face her mouth forming one word. I watched as her best friend cried her name in vain rubbing her body as to bring life back or to reduce the pain of death I will never know.

I hear her scream again and again and again the one name close to my heart I don't cry maybe I did no one knows. Now am here as tears dampen my skin I wipe them away

Next to her I see her husband my enemy I gulp down my rage and see his peaceful determined face and growl in contempt.

My eyes are drown back my love her eyes now closed forever her beautiful green eyes closed before they are closed I see the coldness in them I shudder as a loving friend closes then one last time I drop to the floor breathing crying unaware of my silent tears.

I see something in my mind's eye and I know Harry, lily's last words Harry her sons name is etched eternally in her mouth as Alice Longbottom closes her mouth and wraps it shut and performs all the duties on the bodies of Lily Potter and James Potter I leave.

My name is Severus Snape and today I have helped murder my best friend who loved me unconditionally. I never got to go to the funeral because of my status alone I was when she was buried I should have been there as songs were sung rites were prayed as the coffin was put in the dirt to rot forever.

I was- I don't know where I was my body was not my own I was- I don't know where I was.

Two years later….

Normal POV

Severus Snape sneers as he leaves Hogwarts for the year. He has just finished his second year of teaching and he is annoyed because many students want his help HIS HELP to learn more potions and he agreed STUPID! STUPID! STUPID! he thinks

Inside his mind he see lily frowning and sighs Lily would help them closing his eyes he see she's still frowning and says "why aren't you helping my Harry!"

Severus blinking hard suddenly apparates and walks a mile into Privet Drive and when he sees number four, he disillusions himself.

Severus does not know why he is here but since the death of Lily he has listened to her voice inside him helping him guiding him.

Severus thinks I will stay only for a minute just to make sure Harry is fine. Peering in the window he sees Petunia has laid the table for three. Severus frowns as he sees the plates, 'did someone pass on?' As he watched Vernon Dursley Petunia and Dudley eat.

Dudley is a humongous three year old Severus thought he was five until hearing Petunia gush about how her diddy is all grown up turning three tomorrow. Vernon chortles and says "time sure flies!"

'Where is Harry?' Severus screams inside his head. He sees the family get up two minutes later when Petunia enters with a one year old a beautiful gorgeous one year old with ebony hair but Severus never sees the face.

In horror he watched as the child is made to clean the table then Petunia hands over the leftovers to him and takes him over to a bin and says well

We watched as the child asked "can I have one piece?" he here's the slap and Petunia shrilly says "Dirty nasty freaks don't eat!"

The boy whispers "I eat nothing today and before."

The horse face creature sniffs and says "not my problem!"

Severus watches stunned amazed at the one year olds speech he watches as she makes the child throw the food away piece by piece

The child is forced to say "I am a freak and don't deserve good Food!" perfectly.

The child turns to Petunia as she says "hurry up clean the dishes or else!"

The child turns to the pile of dishes and Severus gasps as he sees deep green eyes and a lighting scar Harry Potter Severus sees his starved face and watches in a zombie like state the child climb on to a stool and struggle with the dishes.

Severus will never know why he stood there shocked appalled as he watches Dudley coming in laughing bang into the stool making Harry and the dishes fall and then laughs kicks him and then seeing his parent's run in, cries.

Dudley then cries in fake tear "freeeyh ahhwy duddy with pleder!" (Freak hurt Dudley with plate)

Upon seeing a small cut on Dudley's leg caused by his own stupidity and his tears they go berserk. Vernon screams reprimands and curse words at the child. While Petunia hugs Dudley and promises presents

Severus is spurred in to action and enters the house quickly as he see red face Vernon pick up a belt and an enraged Petunia pick up a rolling pin to strike a cowering Harry. The said boy is cowering in the corner knowing he can do nothing.

Severus stuns them both and then seeing Harry Potter faint in shock and exhaustion picks him up and turning to a shocked Dudley says, "You are an evil little boy and I ought to spank you!"

Severus knows that Dudley is the product of his parents nurturing sighs and leaves the house after releasing the Dursleys he couldn't leave a three year old Dudley unattended.

Severus will never know why he went to Privet Drive or why he took Harry away so recklessly but to him there was no choice.

Anything else can go to hell or be damned whichever came first!

END OF CHAPTER 1

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