A/N: I don't know why I wrote this but I was in a kinda dark mood. Then I kinda liked it. Thank *~A White Rose Petal~* cuz she gave the last review needed between all of my stories to post my next one. It has to be typed -that's all! My first ever songfic. I hope you enjoy! Happy reading!
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
I don't know why it happened. It just did. He was taken. They broke him. Voldemort, the son of a bitch broke him. Fed him lies and ruined him. Or maybe it was I who broke him. Maybe it was my fault.
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
He wasn't Harry. It was the shell of Harry. He wasn't there. I couldn't even say his name. He became worse. Worse than Voldemort. He changed. He was broken. He wasn't Harry, he was the shell of Harry.
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
I considered killing myself when it had first happened. I couldn't bear life. If someone that good could go that bad than life wasn't worth living. Harry was gone. I couldn't trust anyone. I couldn't leave the house. But then it changed.
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
I decided I would fight him. I would defeat the shell that existed and bring the carefree, loving Harry back. Bring Harry back. I couldn't say his name. Maybe it was my fault.
Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
Took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
When he told me he loved me and I didn't respond. He had left that day and never came back. He came back as someone else. Someone else who took his body, his name. It wasn't Harry. It was the shell of Harry.
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
I wasn't there for him. Maybe it was my fault. If I could of… But I didn't. And now, I'm here, wishing it was different. Wishing I had Harry. Not the shell of Harry.
Although the sun will shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
A/N: Sad and depressing, I know. I was in one of those moods. Please review. Maybe it wasn't the best song for it but it is one of my favorites so I used it.
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
I don't know why it happened. It just did. He was taken. They broke him. Voldemort, the son of a bitch broke him. Fed him lies and ruined him. Or maybe it was I who broke him. Maybe it was my fault.
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
He wasn't Harry. It was the shell of Harry. He wasn't there. I couldn't even say his name. He became worse. Worse than Voldemort. He changed. He was broken. He wasn't Harry, he was the shell of Harry.
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
I considered killing myself when it had first happened. I couldn't bear life. If someone that good could go that bad than life wasn't worth living. Harry was gone. I couldn't trust anyone. I couldn't leave the house. But then it changed.
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
I decided I would fight him. I would defeat the shell that existed and bring the carefree, loving Harry back. Bring Harry back. I couldn't say his name. Maybe it was my fault.
Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
Took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
When he told me he loved me and I didn't respond. He had left that day and never came back. He came back as someone else. Someone else who took his body, his name. It wasn't Harry. It was the shell of Harry.
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
I wasn't there for him. Maybe it was my fault. If I could of… But I didn't. And now, I'm here, wishing it was different. Wishing I had Harry. Not the shell of Harry.
Although the sun will shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
A/N: Sad and depressing, I know. I was in one of those moods. Please review. Maybe it wasn't the best song for it but it is one of my favorites so I used it.