Theresa's Thoughts
By glitter_girl0058
Author's Note: This is a sort of sequel to my first Passions fic Ethan's Choice. Its just what Theresa is thinking
while she's in Ethan's house after the engagement party and while she's showering.
I can't believe Ethan chose me. This means all my dreams are coming true. I will marry the man
I love. And he loves me back! It isn't one-way love anymore. Ethan doesn't love Gwen, he loves me, and
he loves me enough to marry me against his family's wishes. We are in love, and thats all that matters.
But how do I tell him that he's not a Crane. Being a Crane means absolutely everything in the world to him!
Will he despair and stop loving me if the truth is revealed? No, I must mask the truth. No one shall know that
my love is actually Chief Bennett's son. No one. Only my mama, Ivy Crane, and Eve Russel.
But onto happier things. I'm just so relieved and glad that ordeal of possibly him not loving me as
much as he loved Gwen is over. I'm glad he believes in me. I am glad I will be Mrs.Ethan Crane.
I just can't get over the fact that I feel weird about this night. Something big is going to happen,
I can just feel it. Something that will change my destiny totally and completely, until the day I die. Something
about the way Julian Crane toasted Ethan and I tonight, the way he didn't say my name- uh, it just makes
me feel umcomfortable, as if they're out to get me. Whit, Chad, and Ethan tell me that I'm just getting paranoid
that things are going my way, and I'm just being insecure, because nothing will seperate me and Ethan.
If only these little insecurities would stop crawling all over me like little bugs, then maybe I could enjoy
these moments , I mean, who wouldn't remember their engagement party for as long as they will live?
I won't if I don't stop thinking about the bad things that could happen. What's wrong with me? Why am I
thinking these thoughts? But look at that beautiful wedding ring and look at that beautiful man asleep.
Could they really be mine? Could I really have them for the rest of my life? It just can't be real. I want it
to be, but it can't be. Something is up. Something is going to happen. Something big and it will change
Ethan and change me, and it will change our lives forever. If only I knew what the heck that thing is........
By glitter_girl0058
Author's Note: This is a sort of sequel to my first Passions fic Ethan's Choice. Its just what Theresa is thinking
while she's in Ethan's house after the engagement party and while she's showering.
I can't believe Ethan chose me. This means all my dreams are coming true. I will marry the man
I love. And he loves me back! It isn't one-way love anymore. Ethan doesn't love Gwen, he loves me, and
he loves me enough to marry me against his family's wishes. We are in love, and thats all that matters.
But how do I tell him that he's not a Crane. Being a Crane means absolutely everything in the world to him!
Will he despair and stop loving me if the truth is revealed? No, I must mask the truth. No one shall know that
my love is actually Chief Bennett's son. No one. Only my mama, Ivy Crane, and Eve Russel.
But onto happier things. I'm just so relieved and glad that ordeal of possibly him not loving me as
much as he loved Gwen is over. I'm glad he believes in me. I am glad I will be Mrs.Ethan Crane.
I just can't get over the fact that I feel weird about this night. Something big is going to happen,
I can just feel it. Something that will change my destiny totally and completely, until the day I die. Something
about the way Julian Crane toasted Ethan and I tonight, the way he didn't say my name- uh, it just makes
me feel umcomfortable, as if they're out to get me. Whit, Chad, and Ethan tell me that I'm just getting paranoid
that things are going my way, and I'm just being insecure, because nothing will seperate me and Ethan.
If only these little insecurities would stop crawling all over me like little bugs, then maybe I could enjoy
these moments , I mean, who wouldn't remember their engagement party for as long as they will live?
I won't if I don't stop thinking about the bad things that could happen. What's wrong with me? Why am I
thinking these thoughts? But look at that beautiful wedding ring and look at that beautiful man asleep.
Could they really be mine? Could I really have them for the rest of my life? It just can't be real. I want it
to be, but it can't be. Something is up. Something is going to happen. Something big and it will change
Ethan and change me, and it will change our lives forever. If only I knew what the heck that thing is........