Title: Shattered Dreams
Author: Fyre
Category: Drama/Angst
Rating: PG-13 for now may change later
Email: Boscosbabe55sbcglobal.net
AIM: XxMercedeslovexX
Spoilers: up to and including "Monsters"
Disclaimer: All characters are the property of John Wells and Edward Allen Bernero and NBC. Those lucky bastards. I'm only renting them for a while, I plan to be kind a rewind
when I return them.
Summary: After Mikey's death ((I suck at Summaries)) A/N: Thank you Kim1989 for all your help hopefully I will get further then the first chapter and there will be more. Please people read and review if you have -any- ideas. Feel free to share them. Again thank you Kim1989 for all your help, I still have yet to find a helper Monkey with cheese.
Starr,
Look I had to go. I'm sorry. I'll be back as soon as I can. I didn't want to wake you so I just left a note. I have something I need to do okay and as soon as I'm done I'll be back.
But look baby if something happens and I don't come back. Just remember I love you, you're my everything and I'll never forget you. You take care of yourself and the baby for me. Raise the baby, our baby like the great mother I know you'll be. Don't let anyone ever get you down and make sure our son or daughter that daddy loved him or her very much and he's sorry for leaving.
I went to find Mo, I might be in trouble, but like I said. I'll see you later.
Starr, baby you know I'm no good at writing these things, but if you ever get in trouble and you need help go to Mo. Find Mo, he'll help you. I love you baby and I'll see you later.
Love always,
Mikey
She held the letter in her hand as she felt tears run down her face. She reached up to dry them but more quickly fell. She couldn't keep up with them as more soon fell. She folded the letter and put it back in her purse. Starr had kept the letter with her every day since Mikey left., since he left and never returned. He had been the first -good- thing that happened to her in as long as she could remember, she fell in love with him at first sight. It was his smile and his soft blue eyes that drew her in. She knew he was the one. Starr had planned on spending the rest of her life with him, growing old, having kids, watching their kids have kids. Sitting by the fireplace. She always pictured herself sitting in Mikey's lap and he held her, planning their future together. Naming their kids, the kind of dog they would get. The flowers they would plant in the garden., really settling down and growing old.
But that wasn't going to happen. Not anymore that was. Her dream, their dream was cut short in a matter of hours. It all ended the day she found out her fiancé was killed.
Taking a deep breath Starr walked into the Funeral home. The service had already started. It wasn't that she didn't want to be there, it was the fact she couldn't bring herself to go there and it took this look for her to work up the courage to go inside, but it was no or never.
She slowly opened the door, the soft music and warm air greeting her as she entered. There were thick red curtains covering the windows, so the outside world couldn't see in, and oddly enough they couldn't see out. It was kind of creepy in away, the place just smelled of death. It was definitely a somber place. She let the door close behind her as she slowly made her way in.
She stopped at the back door way, facing straight ahead where a coffin sat and a priest spoke. The tears began to fall. she couldn't stop them if she tried. Starr missed Mikey so much. He had only been gone 5 days, yet to Starr it seemed like an eternity. She had no idea how she was going to tell her child, what she was going to tell the child. She would tell him or her that their father loved him very much. But besides that, how was she going to explain to them, that some monsters killed their father.
She saw Mikey's mom. She looked just like she did in the picture Mikey had shown her. She was simply beautiful, it was heart breaking seeing such a pretty woman cry like that, then she saw an older man. His hair was gray, but it was thick and full. He kind of looked like Mikey; she assumed that was his father. She knew of Mikey childhood and she also knew Mikey had forgiven his father. Which was good, least he had some time with his son before it was too late. To the right of Rose sat a young man. He had a full head of hair and seemed very well built. He was very good looking. Once he turned around taking a look to the back of the home, Starr was able to see his face and recognize whom he was. That was Mo, as Mikey called him, She knew it from the picture Mikey kept in his wallet.
Before Starr had even realized it, people began filling out and past her leaving the funeral home. The service was over and they now were all going to the cemetery. As people walked past her, Starr slowly walked towards Mikey's casket. It was closed, given how Mikey was murdered. But she wanted one last goodbye; she wanted that final moment with her fiancé. She didn't see anyone who past her, it was like they weren't there. It was as if suddenly Starr was alone in the room with Mikey's casket. But that sudden moment was broken by a sudden stop as she ran into someone.
"Oh sorry." The man said looking at her. He was sure he had never seen her before. He had no idea how she knew Mikey. Looking down at her extremely 8 month pregnant stomach he was pretty sure she wasn't lost and had a reason of being there, a good one too.
She stopped her heart skipping a beat as she looked up at him. Starr swallowed hard. He looked like Mikey a little, she saw Mikey in him and started crying again.
"Hey." He said hugging the complete stranger. "It'll be okay."
Starr cried against him for a moment. "Mo..." Her voice cracked.
Bosco quickly broke the hug and looked at her. "Who are you?" He asked. "How do you know Mikey?" He asked shortly. "How do you know he called me Mo?" He asked.
"I'm," She paused crying some more. "He's....Mikey's-" She was cut off by a sudden loud, thunderous crashing sound. She turned to see a car crashing through and was suddenly tackled to the ground by Bosco as his body covered her from flying glass and debris, after that everything faded to black.
Author: Fyre
Category: Drama/Angst
Rating: PG-13 for now may change later
Email: Boscosbabe55sbcglobal.net
AIM: XxMercedeslovexX
Spoilers: up to and including "Monsters"
Disclaimer: All characters are the property of John Wells and Edward Allen Bernero and NBC. Those lucky bastards. I'm only renting them for a while, I plan to be kind a rewind
when I return them.
Summary: After Mikey's death ((I suck at Summaries)) A/N: Thank you Kim1989 for all your help hopefully I will get further then the first chapter and there will be more. Please people read and review if you have -any- ideas. Feel free to share them. Again thank you Kim1989 for all your help, I still have yet to find a helper Monkey with cheese.
Starr,
Look I had to go. I'm sorry. I'll be back as soon as I can. I didn't want to wake you so I just left a note. I have something I need to do okay and as soon as I'm done I'll be back.
But look baby if something happens and I don't come back. Just remember I love you, you're my everything and I'll never forget you. You take care of yourself and the baby for me. Raise the baby, our baby like the great mother I know you'll be. Don't let anyone ever get you down and make sure our son or daughter that daddy loved him or her very much and he's sorry for leaving.
I went to find Mo, I might be in trouble, but like I said. I'll see you later.
Starr, baby you know I'm no good at writing these things, but if you ever get in trouble and you need help go to Mo. Find Mo, he'll help you. I love you baby and I'll see you later.
Love always,
Mikey
She held the letter in her hand as she felt tears run down her face. She reached up to dry them but more quickly fell. She couldn't keep up with them as more soon fell. She folded the letter and put it back in her purse. Starr had kept the letter with her every day since Mikey left., since he left and never returned. He had been the first -good- thing that happened to her in as long as she could remember, she fell in love with him at first sight. It was his smile and his soft blue eyes that drew her in. She knew he was the one. Starr had planned on spending the rest of her life with him, growing old, having kids, watching their kids have kids. Sitting by the fireplace. She always pictured herself sitting in Mikey's lap and he held her, planning their future together. Naming their kids, the kind of dog they would get. The flowers they would plant in the garden., really settling down and growing old.
But that wasn't going to happen. Not anymore that was. Her dream, their dream was cut short in a matter of hours. It all ended the day she found out her fiancé was killed.
Taking a deep breath Starr walked into the Funeral home. The service had already started. It wasn't that she didn't want to be there, it was the fact she couldn't bring herself to go there and it took this look for her to work up the courage to go inside, but it was no or never.
She slowly opened the door, the soft music and warm air greeting her as she entered. There were thick red curtains covering the windows, so the outside world couldn't see in, and oddly enough they couldn't see out. It was kind of creepy in away, the place just smelled of death. It was definitely a somber place. She let the door close behind her as she slowly made her way in.
She stopped at the back door way, facing straight ahead where a coffin sat and a priest spoke. The tears began to fall. she couldn't stop them if she tried. Starr missed Mikey so much. He had only been gone 5 days, yet to Starr it seemed like an eternity. She had no idea how she was going to tell her child, what she was going to tell the child. She would tell him or her that their father loved him very much. But besides that, how was she going to explain to them, that some monsters killed their father.
She saw Mikey's mom. She looked just like she did in the picture Mikey had shown her. She was simply beautiful, it was heart breaking seeing such a pretty woman cry like that, then she saw an older man. His hair was gray, but it was thick and full. He kind of looked like Mikey; she assumed that was his father. She knew of Mikey childhood and she also knew Mikey had forgiven his father. Which was good, least he had some time with his son before it was too late. To the right of Rose sat a young man. He had a full head of hair and seemed very well built. He was very good looking. Once he turned around taking a look to the back of the home, Starr was able to see his face and recognize whom he was. That was Mo, as Mikey called him, She knew it from the picture Mikey kept in his wallet.
Before Starr had even realized it, people began filling out and past her leaving the funeral home. The service was over and they now were all going to the cemetery. As people walked past her, Starr slowly walked towards Mikey's casket. It was closed, given how Mikey was murdered. But she wanted one last goodbye; she wanted that final moment with her fiancé. She didn't see anyone who past her, it was like they weren't there. It was as if suddenly Starr was alone in the room with Mikey's casket. But that sudden moment was broken by a sudden stop as she ran into someone.
"Oh sorry." The man said looking at her. He was sure he had never seen her before. He had no idea how she knew Mikey. Looking down at her extremely 8 month pregnant stomach he was pretty sure she wasn't lost and had a reason of being there, a good one too.
She stopped her heart skipping a beat as she looked up at him. Starr swallowed hard. He looked like Mikey a little, she saw Mikey in him and started crying again.
"Hey." He said hugging the complete stranger. "It'll be okay."
Starr cried against him for a moment. "Mo..." Her voice cracked.
Bosco quickly broke the hug and looked at her. "Who are you?" He asked. "How do you know Mikey?" He asked shortly. "How do you know he called me Mo?" He asked.
"I'm," She paused crying some more. "He's....Mikey's-" She was cut off by a sudden loud, thunderous crashing sound. She turned to see a car crashing through and was suddenly tackled to the ground by Bosco as his body covered her from flying glass and debris, after that everything faded to black.