Shame Destruction Despair

My state is dissolved; our homeland destroyed.

Expulsion; the poor line the streets.

My pride kept me silent.

Omission's my guilt.

If I could go back...

Alas, it's too late

Pain Agony Anguish

Nothing remains, all is gone.

I'm drowning in pain.

It will only increase.

No power can save me

I must die.

Fear Anxiety Dread

Every night I thrash and weep.

Death will not be peaceful

It will not be sleep

I open my eyes

And find I still live

Love Pity Comfort

Sad smiles are all they can give.

These emotions are false,

I see grief in their eyes.

And what is the cause

But myself.

Brother Son Beloved

Soon to be broken with grief

Time cannot heal.

It cannot forgive.

Crushed by the guilt

Always blaming himself.

Ask Plead Beg

For innocence's sake, they can't know.

Be ready, live life,

Let time run it's course.

Still I must wait,

I must suffer.