Preface:
I still don't understand why it had to me?
Why did they choose me?
What's so special about me?
Now I've had my life snatched away from me in just a few short hours. I don't belong to me anymore. I have no real family anymore. I am neither human or vampire or werewolf. I am a freak. I don't have a right to live.
Why don't they just kill me and put me out of my misery?
I know why because I'm "special". Yeah, right.
I only wanted them to be safe. Why aren't they safe?
It's my entire fault. I deserve to die.
But not until I tell them why I did what I did.
But I can't run. I need to get back to them. It's killing me knowing they need me right now.
But I want to die, don't I?