i wrote this one night just because. i just started to write about this and i kept on writing. it's kinda personal but i posted it anyway. pls r&r!

what is the true meaning of life? it is a question that i often wonder. everything that happens has to mean something in life but what? how do we get be happy about ourselves and know that everything will work out and be alright? will we ever know that at all? is there even a true meaning to life at all? is life just one big learning experience and we only know what we really learned when we die? is our life under the power of something greater or do we hold all that power in our hands whether we chose to waste it or make the most of it? how do you know when you have found your true soul mate, true love? will you ever REALLY know or will you just have to guess? how do you know what your true calling is? does everyone even HAVE a true calling or do we just go about living and end up somewhere by chance? how how much power do you hold? what in life can you really prevent? how do you know if you're in love? i mean you can say that you love someone but how do you know that for sure? do you only have one true love or can you have an unlimited amount? are you ever too young to be in love? can you learn important life lessons without actually experiencing them? can you REALLY trust anyone? is there ever a garantee that you won't get betrayed? how do you find true happiness? is true love (and i mean the kind of love where you will do anything for each other and you MUST be with each other [romeo and juliet,etc.]) the best thing that could ever happen to you? is the saying to love and be loved in return is the best thing in the world, true? is it better to love and NOT be loved in return then not to have loved at all? do people ever REALLY die if you still love them?

i have many more unanswered questions about life and love and so on but i just can't think of them right now. the reason that i wrote this was because i go through stages where i feel i know alot and stages where i feel like i know nothing at all. right now i feel like i know nothing at all. could you please read and review? when you review could you pls tell me your opinions on some of these questions (you don't HAVE to but it would be nice). well, thx for reading.