AUTHORS NOTE:
this is my 1st fanfiction please be nice, and please review I don't see a point in me updating if I will not get any reviews, I will need 5 reviews after each chapter, please. Until next time!!
Mwah Emma
Chapter 1
"im sorry"
That's what he said, the night he shatted my heart and didn't bother to give it back.
You may be wondering who HE is, the one and only guy I have ever loved besides my dad. My friends all tell me "Bella its been like a year, get over it!!, find someone new" I know I should but despite the way he left I still love him, more than anything.
But you see I don't even know if he is stll alive, I was 16 and he was 17, I was a junior and he was a senior. It was what he wanted to do so I supported him…. "Bella I love you so much and I WILL come back to you!" pffft that's what he said, word for word. He said it right before he boarded the plane on his way to perform 'his duty' in Iraq. Yea ,yea.
We talked everyday and sent letter weekly they always said how much he loved me how much he wanted to be with me, how he missed my body.
Oh yea he was my 1st and only, I was hopping that would stay that way, but I guess my friends were right, I am nieve.
He was over there 2 m,onths when he stopped writing and calling. I thought oh yea he is probably really busy, I mean he is in the war. Well wasn't I wrong , he want trying to defend his country, he was trying to find a way to dump me.
I still continued to write every chance I got but he didn't write back. BUT after a month of one way letters from me I got a phone call……
"Bella" load sigh , I wasn't thinking he was dumping me I was too excited that he was calling me, he was alive. Boy was I wrong…
I just didn't think I was so happy he was calling, I don't remember what I said but I remember what he said next.
"we are over ISABELLA" that made me freeze, he called me Isabella, he never called me Isabella, I must have done something really wrong, but I could say nothing, tears running down my face smudging my muscara, gaping like a fish.
"im sorry" and than he hung up. I haven't heard from him since, shortly after I moved out to live with my father, Charlie in forks, instead of phoenix with mum, Renee with all the memories.
"shit" I mumbled to myself, im late for my 1st day of my senior year, ive changed a bit since last year. I cut my light brown hair so it's the middle of my back, layered, side fringe and I dyed it dark brown with light brown highlights.
I look hot I know I do and if I add a pair of ripped boot legged jeans black and silver cami and my caramel knee high heeled boots. Than I look like I have dressed by a famous fashion person when reall it was all Alice, my best friend.
So here I am running through the halls of forks high school on my way to English.
"oh great" I mumbled as I walk into English and tack my seat next to angella my other best friend class had already started.
"thankyou miss swan for disturbing my class!!" oops oh well he'll get over it.
I nodded my head.
"Bella,Bella BELLA" mike yell whispered now my day is complete, what day would I have if I didn't have a freakto stalk me.
"what mike" I groaned could today get any worse
"you look hot bella" ewww he winked "as usuall" he sounds really hoase like he just woke up, he sounds like a 5 year old. It seems angella heard to because she is laughing really hard I think she isgoing to piss herself, I cant help it ihave to laugh too.
"BELLA, ANGELA unless you want to share with the rest of the class what is so funny, I suggest you to" he pointed "shut your mouths " am I clear" he sneered. This only ,made us laugh harder this is seriously funny.
"that's it you to office NOW!" ohhh he is angry now, Lauren is smirking at us, oh well im having fun and she's not, so here we are walking out of English laughing just as hard.
Mr tomless is glaring at us and mike looks ….. is that hurt, oh no what did I do stand on his paw.
"did you " angella gasps for breath " mikes face bell he was like trying to be seductive" it was so funny.
We walked into the principals office without knocking. We meaning me and angella have dailly visits. He wasn't busy so there was no need to worry.
"well well if it isn't my 2 favourite students, student killer and teacher killer" we earned those nike names we are the schools best students academically but the schools worst students when it comes to doing what your told.
"sir" ang and I said in unison. All three of us started laughing.
"mike was hitting on me again" I groaned. Ang and mr p mr principal that's what we call him, only ang and I are aload to burst out laughing.
"again" he asked, we all laughed "get out of here girls get to second session" he giggled you see mr p is a 30 year old gay guy, only the staff and my group now that. He loves Emmet, alice, rosalie, jasper, angella and I like his own youngen.
Ange and I get up and walk to our separate classes.
Bing bing bing bing
Aha 2 classes are gone and now its time for lunch, "score" I ramble to myself. I am on my way to the cafeteria, about to walk through the doors tho meet the guys when I trip over air, wow typical me, im stumbling 'stupid shoes' this is going to be soooooooooo embarrassing.
Until I hit something, something hard, cold but in a comfortable way, so I was about to bounce off this person when all of a sudden this person iam guessing guy grabs my wrists and steady's me ' I know its nice of him, not letting me fall over, unless he uses it against me as blackmail.
I can tell im blushing 'hey you would be to'. So here I am blushing as red as a tomato aand I am staring at this guys body and I mean W.O.W. he is tonned, muscley, down right sexy . he is wearing dark blue jeans that are so loose I waish I could just pull them off. 'oh ok wow bella were did that come from'. Ik move my eyes up to this guys chest that is breathing really heavily and it is covered by a thin white t-shirt. He still has a hold of my wrists. 'come on bella say something, preferably before you see his face, IF he has I gorgeous face I know I wont be able to form a coherent sentence.
"im sorry" I whisper I can feel my face getting hotter, "I am a really big klutz. He starts to chuckle, I rocognize that chuckle, I snap my head up to see his face, WRONG CHOICE.