...From Nothing To Something...

"You are probably wondering why I have called this meeting" Fugaku's voice echoed through out the small barely lighted room where only his family was at the current moment. He stared hard at Itachi Uchiha, his eldest son, next to him Uchiha Sasuke, his youngest son was ignored. His wife slipped her hand into his and gripped it hard, his one and only lovely Mikoto. They had come to this decision. A test, and right now to actually make this decree he needed all the support he could get.

"Not really" Sasuke responded flatly despite the fact he was ignored he was still a part of the family and wanted to be acknowledge one way or another and Itachi nodded in agreement with his statement. Fugaku and Mikoto felt like hitting their heads against something, somehow their boys always agitated them. This is why they had called the meeting; it is what they felt they had to address discreetly.

To uncover hidden feelings.

"Well you should really wonder" Mikoto spoke and then cleared her throat focusing her attention solely on her eldest son now "Listen now Itachi" She turned stared at him pointedly and so did Fugaku, both of them obviously ignoring the little Sasuke in the room making him feel like he was an invisible little point. "You are to wed in a three months time son, you will be spending that little time with your soon to be bride in the mean time, and I mean all your time"

Those words echoed in Itachi's and Sasuke's head. Itachi felt like throwing his own kind of tantrum which was killing everything in his path even his parents –Not his baby brother though, never him. Still, he felt like something had to die at that moment. Quickly as it came he reigned in his emotions and kept his apathetic look, he needed to find a way out already.

Sasuke on the other side felt it hard to breathe, his heart was aching as it threatened to asunder in his chest and he didn't really know how to act. This was all up to his brother now…..he felt like he didn't have a say in the matter at hand, the fact was that at the moment he was already being treated like he was not even there….he had no right to be in love with his brother.

There was no way that love could exist……


Chapter: I

Love Is So Twisted

From Nothing To Something

Uchiha Itachi stared blankly at the mirror before him as he was sizing his tux for this arranged marriage. They will not marry till the damn girl is eighteen, which was in about three months from the now... he sighed, what was he going to do? All of this news had been dumped on him so suddenly leaving so much pressure on him. He was already planning to confess love to someone he truly loves and then his dumb parents come and dump this shit on his lap.

He had to get rid of it.

With the wave of his hand he send the maids away, they bowed politely and slowly left the room as Itachi took off the tux, tied his hair back into his normal ponytail, and got on some comfortable sweat pants and a baggy shirt. Itachi smirked and let out a sigh and sat on his bed trying to forget the events of the day that had past.

He was going to get rid of the pesky problem.

Still, right now all he wanted was time alone in his thoughts, lying in his bed.

The one place where he could daydream of the one he truly loves, the place were life could not disturb him and take away his 'Otouto' He remembered that when he was small, he denied his now precious little brother. He used to hate this little person that he had to call Baby brother so much and he can remember it as if it was just yesterday...


Three year old Itachi sat there looking from one parent to the other as his DAD cooked! He couldn't help it, it was shocking to see His FATHER, the man was the one cooking and serving the food. To top it all off he was some how acting very strange and as if mom was a fragile thing that will brake immediately... Something was up. Where were the stupid maids...?

"Mother what is up with father?" he asked as his dad walked out to bring his mother her slippers. Everything and anything she asked for he did it, almost as if he was a pet dog, or something.

"Well" she said with a huge smile on her face, way to huge for the young Uchiha's liking "Itachi-kun Guess what sweetie." Itachi backed up a bit on that sweet note, she was too happy... "You're going to be an older brother. Soon in four month you might have a little sister or a little brother. So what do you think, aren't you just so happy?" The woman was practically bouncing in her chair, but the words echoed in Itachi's head…..A little sister? A little brother? Hell no! He doesn't want a sibling... he glared at his mom.

"No I despise that baby already!" he turned from her and skipped off his chair and walked away turning down the fact that he was going to be an older brother in FOUR! Months

He didn't want to, didn't want to be an older brother to anyone.

His mom could have the baby, but he will never acknowledge It! And since then he would always glare at his mother's stomach with hatred. Inside his head he was trying to plan out solutions for getting rid of the child growing there, but somehow they always ended in a resolution and ending up undone and complete erased from his mind.

He didn't know what to really feel, or what the tight hold in his chest was……


(El: That in bold is an Actual story I was writing called My Brother's Keeper, but I think I will combine it into this fic. Otherwise it will rot and never be read)


An emotional and feeling Itachi could not even begin to comprehend.

Was it even hatred from that beginning? Or was it something else?

Itachi shook his head in amusement as he flopped down in his huge soft bed, his head resting in between the fluffy pillows. He wouldn't acknowledge it? Heck he can barely keep the boy out of his mind! The boy lived in his head and it was a place Itachi wanted to keep him. He, later on, when he became VERY fond of his little brother, he started to ask questions, like why didn't it take nine months and all for his brother to be born, why four…?

Asking question after question….Why didn't his little brother like sweets? Or Dango like him? But those questions were meaningless with no real answer, in the end he just wanted to know how the process for his little brother's conception was and why it lasted so shortly.

It had been simple; their mom doesn't get her menstruation regularly, so she didn't worry when

It didn't come the next few months (5 in total) or the following, not till the morning sickness. His mom was still Very skinny and the doctors were scared of the baby's developments. Yet, Sasuke was healthy and fine, his mom had been worried because even though her stomach was hard it wasn't large nor that round, like when she had Itachi.

Just another reason she didn't know that she was pregnant with the boy. It was a funny story really……….


Itachi glared at the car that was leaving. His dumb parents had just left him at his dumb cousin's house, and his dumb cousin was right next to him bugging him and pocking his shoulder. He really doesn't like Shisui that much, because Shisui was a really clingy kind of guy. Itachi found him odd and a bit disgusting. The guy was like his brother yet at the same time not really.

There was just awkwardness there, like some one that really like likes you and they have done nothing wrong to you, but for some reason you can't bring yourself to like them back. All you feel is the need to get away from them and never see them again….ever.

"ITACHI!" Itachi glared as his cousin hugged him all of a sudden, just because he could not get his attention. This guy had even stolen his first kiss, but that didn't matter none. Itachi wasn't the type that cares for kissing and all that, besides it was an accident. He was three and so far Asexual to everything. Nothing will change that! Even though, he was already really smart and able to know the world around him.

"Come on, lets go hang out by the tire swing" Itachi grunted and then followed his skipping cousin (Which really made this kid that was older than him by two years look really gay). His parent's better hurry up! Cheerful people MUST DIE! They just got to!


Mikoto and her husband Fugaku waited for the results of the test to be brought. And then there was a doctor with them.

"Okay, Mrs. Uchiha, I see in your records that your menstruation isn't a stable one, correct" the doctor stated out as she knew this for a fact and was just asking to verify it so nothing could be changed in the chart.

"Yes," Mikoto responded. She'd already been three months pregnant with Itachi and didn't know it; she came in for a physical check up and learned that she was pregnant. But was she just pregnant? Or was she months pregnant? Cause her morning sickness with Itachi came the last four months of her pregnancy with him. She was barely getting these similar morning sickness though.

"Oh!" said the Doctor startled. And looked at Mikoto's stomach, it looked flat "Umm, I hope you've been eating well and all...sleeping, no stress….." she trailed off, the woman should be big. Not so skinny...

"Yes, I eat three balanced meals a day and drink a lot of water, I have craved a lot of chocolate lately..." she looked to her husband and then the startled doctor. "Is there a problem? Is it a health one? So I'm not..." the doctor cleared her throat.

"Well. You are pregnant." she said and then there was a silence. "But you are in well five months into the pregnancy..."

"WHAT!" jumped Fugaku and Mikoto as she touched her hard tummy, but..?...FIVE MONTHS!

"Five months? But that, that can't be... can it...?" yes, Five months back, Fugaku had come from a business trip homesick and horny, and well...now... that was when she got pregnant, she had not been careful oh my god "is my child alright?"

"I'm concern; all we know is that you are pregnant ... I'll like to make some test to check on the baby" Mikoto nodded and Fugaku was stiff.

1Hr Later...

"Okay we have the results and amazingly, your baby is well developed, healthy, and full of movements and...will you want to know the gender?"

"No" they responded at the same time.

"Very well" said the doctor. "But it is amazingly normal size and all...how you manage to keep good form is beyond me, then again, it might have to do with the gender" the doctor smiled and dismissed them.


"I can't believe it, another brat at the house" said Fugaku.

"You're calling your children that! See you up-set the baby!" she snapped.

"It's inside your womb, it can't hear me" he retorted.

They went on and picked up an irked Itachi. He was not in the mood for talking so they left him alone to deal with his anger and knew better that ask if he had fun with his cousin. Itachi just wasn't a people person and couldn't stand any of them.


It had been hell for Itachi while his mom was pregnant; his dad kicking out all the maids so it would be just the family and then grandma had come, oh great! That was just the highlight of Itachi's life, wasn't it?

He was forced to walk to so many baby stuff packed malls with his grandmother and then it had to just be him carrying everything. It was even hot since around these months it really got hot, and yet he seethed and refused to complain.

Itachi thought that life couldn't get any better until that fateful scary day that he will never forget. The day his Baby Brother was born. That day wasn't special back then, but now it meant so much…..


It was almost going to be night and they were about to have dinner and that was when Sasuke decided he had enough of his father's cooking and it was time to pop out of his moms womb. "Ahh, Fugaku !...Our child is coming!" she hissed out in pain as she clutched her still flat tummy, except it was a bit larger, meaning not so flat...

"Oh snap, oh god, oh god, oh god!" said Fugaku panicking and Itachi stared at his dad in disbelief as his own heart started to race. Should he do something too? But he just turned four a month ago! He still too young... Itachi turned his head to the side in surprise when his grandma slapped his dad to calm him down.

"Pull your self together, you imbecile and help me take my daughter upstairs so I can help her give birth!" she snacked him again and he nodded slowly. Then walked to his wife, picked her up and took her up bridal style and headed stairs to their bedroom.

Outside it was quiet and there was nothing but a rigid and agonizing wait. He couldn't believe that he was even up waiting to see when his Baby brother or sister would be born... he frowned. He promised himself to hate the baby. HATE THE BABY! He would always hate it!

Inside the room were screaming and yelling and all that. But Sasuke was not born till June the 23rd the next day at 12:00 pm on the dot.


He and his father where waiting outside and Itachi was starving. His dad was still pacing up and down and only gone to the bathroom once, but never had he left the place. Itachi just stayed there looking at the door. Something was calling to him. Someone crying. But he did not understand what the cry was and he was unsure if he was to answer it.

It was half an hour later, the crying had ceased and there was a quiet click as out stepped his grandma looking tired and sweaty. Still Itachi wanted to see...But he would not.

"Well, Fugaku. You have another boy" said father jumped for joy as he went in to see his wife and his second little baby boy. His grandma turned and faced the young brooding Itachi "don't you want to go see the baby, Itachi-sweety?"

"No" he said firmly. "I'm hungry"

"Okay, but are you sure–"

"I don't want to see the dumb Baby!" he snapped and headed down stairs followed by his grandma.

"Fine, but some day soon you'll see. You'll reach out for him..." Itachi didn't believe her then. But now, now could he deny that he hadn't tried to grab the attention of his little brother in countless occasions...


Itachi sighed, he fell in love with his baby brother, that he didn't even notice it at the beginning. He didn't know what had hit him. Maybe it was his mom wanting him to pay attention to him, or was it that he became curious about his innocent eyes and the way he smiled so care freely. Now he doesn't smile like that so much only sometimes and he lives for those moments. But the damn boy still looks so innocent as well...

In that dirty brother thinking kind of way... he didn't care that it was incest and never even thought on it as wrong, all that matter was that he'd be close to that lethal body his baby brother possessed.

The thing was it was so amazing how he felt so relaxed in his little brother's presence, how he always longed to be near him. And then he remembered the day that had started all those mushy feelings that only now grew stronger and firmer.


WhAAA!!

"Itachi- sweetie, please help me with your little brother!" his mom was in desperation for a brake but since Sasuke was born she never got one this days.

"I'm not taking care of it"

"'It' has a name use it!" she scolded him.

"So"

"Come on, help mommy" she said shoving a crying Sasuke into his arms, nearly dropping him. Itachi's heart seemed to stop for a while at the thought of his baby brother hitting the floor and clutched him tightly to his chest. He watched his mother walk off to get a bottle but all the crying and all was just so agitating for him and was not sure what to do.

"Shut up will you!" he yelled at the baby scaring it and making Sasuke cry even louder in fear. All Itachi could do was start to panic.

"What did you do to him?" Itachi had never felt more scared, guilty, chagrined in his life. The crying horrified look on Sasuke's cute face made his heart clench painfully and the pit of his stomach recoil.

"Nothing! You're the one who gave him to me, I'm just five! I don't know what I'm doing" his mother glared at him and handed him Sasuke's milk bottle.

"It's not so hard, just sit somewhere and give him his milk to drink. Sooth him out or something as well" Itachi nodded as his mom went on to take a nap in her room. Her head was hurting. Itachi on the other hand sat on the couch with his almost one year old brother and popped the bottle into Sasuke's mouth. Steadily but surely Sasuke was calming down looking at him with teary eyes and little whimpers escaping his lips as he started to suck the milk out.

Itachi looked at his little brother astound by him. His baby brother really was beautiful, he watched as the bottle's milk disappeared into Sasuke's tiny mouth. Sasuke was looking at him with wide still watery eyes but his face was back to normal. Except the pick nose and puffy eyes. Sasuke just stared up at him as if with surprise.

Soon Sasuke stopped sucking out the milk and pushed the bottle away with his tiny hands. This was the first time that he was being held by Itachi. He smiled. "Aniki!" he said lowly poking at Itachi's cheek. Yes, unfortunately Sasuke was a fast learner, he learned to talk at six months, heck when he was two months old he even said mommy. And no Itachi was not paying attention to it.

"Stop it!" Itachi tickled Sasuke's tummy.

"Itachi-niisan" he begun to beg the older Uchiha and Itachi found that he loved making Sasuke giggle in gurgles. He was so cute. The bugging didn't stop until both fell asleep in the huge couch Itachi's arms wrapped possessively around his little brother both with a content smile plastered on their faces.


Okay, that moment on Itachi couldn't keep away from Sasuke and when puberty hit, he thought it best to have a limit of how close he got. It's hard when Sasuke is so alluring and wanted to spend all his time with him. How could he Uchiha Itachi, ever deny Uchiha Sasuke anything? There was simply no way.

He had silently also already claimed the boy as his. There was no one who was ever going to take him away, and there had to be a way to get away from such foolish arranged marriages and confess to his brother. Even if it meant him getting rejected by his little brother, he wanted nothing more than his little brother in his life.

The time was crucial.

The feelings were crucial.

This information is vital.

Knock, Knock

And Thoughts were interrupted.

There was a knock at the door and Itachi angry from being distraught from such nice– Incest Sinful thoughts about his little brother and how the boy is solely his– ahem-. The long haired raven sighed as he sharply stood up from his comfortable bed and walked over to the door, submitting a flame in the palm of his hand to burn who ever it was on the other side of that door... But stopped short when he opened the door and his eyes landed on the one he loves... speak of the devil...

Ahem. The Forbidden Fruit.

His one and only baby brother…

"...Aniki..?"


I know, I know, I am about to contradict myself here by putting an arrange marriage between Itachi and a pink haired slut, but still! It will always be ITASASU! 4 ever. So no worries. Please Review!!

Be Specific, Should I continue or end it here??