I love her and that's the only thing I've ever known.
I love her and it is like I've never loved before.
I thought I knew what it was about.
I thought I understood the truth of it, the deepest parts of it.
I thought that it was hurt and anger and that there was no good in it.
I thought that it had torn me into pieces enough times that I would have learned from it.
But I cannot stop myself from wanting her any longer.
Her moans of ecstasy, her shaking legs.
The way my name lingers on the tip of her tongue.
The way her fingers claw at my back.
The way she feels wrapped around me.
And she finally wants me too.
I am so lucky. I am so lucky. I am so lucky.
The light is streaming through the curtains and over us now.
The morning is here - bright and blazing like I've never known.
Her hair falls about her body like the most perfect mess I've ever seen.
I think about running my hands through it now,
Holding her against me, feeling her lips flush with mine.
It has only been nine hours since we last had each other - but I want her.
No woman holds me like she does.
No bourbon tastes like she does.
No Camero drives me like she does.
Her bare back is exposed to me.
The soft skin of her neck invites me.
A place I once wanted to rip into is now a place I want to run my lips over.
I want to feel her shudder when I do.
I will never hurt her again.
I will never hurt her again.
Nothing will ever hurt her again.
She overwhelms me.
I want to touch her now.
Right now.
I want her.
She turns to me and her eyes meet mine.
Brown fades into blue.
For a second, I catch my breath.
My still heart almost begins to beat again.
She speaks but I can barely hear her.
We are together again in seconds and I feel everything.
She is beautiful and there is nothing else to it.
She is beautiful and it makes my head spin.
She is beautiful and she wants me.
She is a goddess - dragging me through the dark.
She has found me here, pulled me in, made me see things I never thought I could.
She is good where there is only bad.
She is my future, my forever bright path.
I want her.
Carnally, completely, uncontrollably.
Then. Now. Always.