Greatest Blessing, Greatest Curse

People say my mind is like a river:

Rushing, endless power,

But a power put to no use at all,

Doing nothing but reflecting the empty sky above.

I can see why they say so, I always do.

For all of its power, though, it carries its curse.

Like the river it so strongly imitates, I can never stop it,

No matter how much I wish I could.

I know all too well what I can do.

I know just as well what I cannot.

It is this that makes me just lay back and enjoy the day,

Staring at the clouds, or playing my games.

People say my mind's a blessing,

One that would put me above my peers, if I would only try.

And yet, I envy those who know no limits.

That seems like the greater blessing, to me.

-Nara Shikamaru