After my first fanfic isn't very good, I thought I'd try it again:)

I hope you like it and leave a review to let me know what you think, it can be negative, I want to improve my writing:)

"I pushed my legs faster letting Jacob Black disappear behind me"

The huge russet wolf flew through the forest, the muscles in his legs flexing with each stride. Nothing could stop him from leaving and never coming back, he was determined to do the only thing that was right for him. He wanted to stop planning his life complying with Bellas wishes. He felt free for the first time- really free. He even enjoyed the leaves and twigs punching in his face. And the fresh air filling his loungs with each deep breath he took. The thoughts of the others disappeared behind him, leaving him with a pleasant silence that made it possible to let his mind blank out.

Shortly before everything slipped from his mind, he suddenly heard paws hitting the ground. The footsteps were coming closer, closing the distance steadily. At first he didn't know who it was , but then he recognized how light the feet touched the ground meaning that this could only be Leah, since she was the smallest and the fastest wolf.

"Go away Leah, I'm leaving. Don't try to stop me.I've made my decision, this is the only thing that's good for me." could she hear him?The answer came in one second.

"You don't have to leave. You're only running away from your problems. I have considered that many times too - but what difference would that make?"

"Why do you even fucking care? This are MY problems as you said. Why didn't you just do so? We were all sick of your thoughts filled with hate and pain. Especially Sam!"

He really felt bad about bringing up the topic Sam, knowing that this was the one thing that really hurt her. That could tear open the surface of the strong woman and let the vulnerable, hurt girl shine through. He had never paid any attention to Leah and how she felt, of course he thought that she was pretty but the bitterness that she lived with had a deterrent effect and masked her personality. It was hard for him to remember how she once was, because her attitude towards life had clouded the nice memories. All he had done was to ignore her and her terrible thoughts. He never understood her until the day that Bella did the same with his heart that Sam had done with Leahs. Now he knew that she wasn't the one to blame. Now he understood her even better than he wanted ,he knew how broken Leah was- just like Bella had been after the leech had left her. He, Jacob Black was broken,HE had always been there for Bella to fix her. But who would fix him now?

Leah respondetd to this thought, but what suprised Jacob was that she wasn't annoyed or maliciously.

"Hmm, maybe you're right when you say that I never got over him. I really want to forgive him, I want to learn how to forget but it's not as easy as it sounds. I know you better than you think because we've been through the same shit! You're broken, just like me! I wish I could leave with you! Get out of this mess until we both can forgive Sam and Bella."

He didn't answer for a long time, bcause he had to think it over. Leah wouldn't be such a bad company since she feels the same he does. The pain, disappointment, hope that your beloved one would choose you, hate...so many scattered feelings. She was the only one who could really understand him and running alone didn't seem to be best idea he had ever had. He could really use some good company and it could be fun with her,he teasing her and she teasing him, laughing togeher like it had been in their childhood: careless and free.

"So I'm in?"

"Yeah I guess. Could you phase?We'll meet in the meadow 100 meters further.I think we're far enough away from the pack."

Jacob phased immediately,not wanting to wait for an answer. He dressed quickly in an old pair cut off jeans and a blue shirt. Leah wasn't there but he could tell that she was hiding behind near trees,already phased back. Thanks to his wolfsenses he could see her - she was naked.

All of a sudden his heartbeat accelerated which seemed really strange to him just like the fact that she was hiding from him. It made no sense to him, because they've seen each other naked at least a hundred times. Jacob understood that she wasn't going to come out so he took off his shirt, put it onto the floor and turned around so she could slip into it. When she was dressed and turned to face him, she looked him right in the eye. He stared back,reading the expression on her face, focusing on her beautiful eyes. His stare wandered over her body, observing every scratch, bruise, her cute dimples, every inch of her flawless skin, the nuances of her hair and skin... he never noticed before, how beautiful she was. Bella was nothing compared to Leahs body and soul, she is a weak kind of person, who always relies on someone else and never stands on her own two feet. The total opposite of Leah, who learned to be independent. He never looked at her that way, but now,why shouldn't he?

Leah thought similar to Jake. She thought that he was perfect, from his head to his toes. Her view was drawn to his now exposed, very well defined chest. Her eyes followed a single bead of sweat that trickled down his chest, over his thight sixpack and disappearing in the fabric of his cutt offs, leaving her with inappropriate thoughts that were very unlikely for her, concerning that it was Jake she was thinking about. Their skin had the same creamy bronze colour, matching perfectly. She heard how his heartbeat raced and hers did exactly the same. She had doubts about her thoughts, doubts about Jake. But she had to consider the weird feeling in the pit of her stomach. She couldn't quite place the feeling, but it felt like love somehow. With one last look into his deep brown eyes, which showed how devoted he was to her, she decided to give it a try.

Perhaps Leah Clearwater and Jacob Black could be a perfect match.

"Jake,..."Leah started in a shy voice, which didn't fit her character at all, but from one second to the other she felt totally different about Jake.

"You know I love Sam and we both know that I have to move on and..."Her voice broke, and after her eyes let a single tear break free to run over her cheek, she really started to cry. Cry it all out, all the pain that she had locked up inside of her for all this time.

Jake felt horrible seeing her suffer,it caused him physical and emotional pain to know that Leah felt so bad and he wasn't doing anything to help her. Watching her cry, he was suprised when he felt something wet running over his own cheek. Right now he hated himself for not knowing how much he really loved Leah until this moment in the meadow. How he didn't see the signs: They've been arguing all the time, but thats what teenagers who are in love do. They act like they don't care about each other, until a moment in that one of them confesses their feelings. He moved toward Leah,who had dropped to her knees by now and held her head in her hands, trying to hide the tears that wouldn't stop falling from her eyes. He pulled her up and embraced her with all the love he could give right now, hiding his face in her long black hair, which was the same as his, except for the soft waves that made hers so different from other Quileute girls hair. Jake and Leah were so similar to each other,yet so different.

They stood there for a very long time,none of them wanting to let go of the other but finally Jacob was the one who pulled away,as hard as it was, and looked into her still was beautiful,with tears all over her was what Jake thought.

(little 'flashback'...don't know how to call it.;])

When she realized the tears in the corner of her eyes, she hated herself for giving in to her feelings. She didn't want to cry infront of Jacob. She would never trust anyone ever again. She was broke and belonged to Sam. 'I belong to him,i belong to him, I belong to him,I...'she fell onto her knees and hid her face in her hands. SAM. Was all she could think of until two big warm hands gently pulled her onto her feet again. Jakes long and muscular arms clung around her to comfort her. She felt safe and understood for the first time in her life, but it ended way too fast. When he pulled away she felt pain again and was ashame that she did cry infront of him! When she finally looked into his big dark eyes she felt better, not only because she saw tears sparkling in the sun,on his beautiful,perfect loving face.

Jake hugged her a second time, breathing in her scent, that sweet, lemony, fresh scent of hers. He even loved her scent, he loved her hair, he loved her skin, he loved her eyes, he loved her strength, he loved her vulnerability, he loved her independence, he loved her humor, he loved her tears, and he would make her smile, to see if he would love it and he was absolutely sure that he would. He didn't just love everything about her, he loved HER and everything that belonged to her.

"I love you" he whispered into her ear afraid of her reaction and that she might change her mind ,go and leave him.

"w-what?" She seemed to choke on it.

He pulled himself together and repeated.

"I love you"

Leah couldn't belive her ears. Jake, Jacob Black LOVED her? That's what he said, she wanted to believe him so badly, she wanted somebody to love her, to hold her, to comfort her, to make her laugh, to tell her that he loved her, meaning it. Jake could be that somebody.

"I love you too. Idiot."

Leah and Jake stared at each other, their eyes shining bright. She had never seen such an amount of love in anybodies eyes before, his dark chocolate brown eyes were looking directly into her soul. As he took her face in is big hands she couldn´t resist his hot breath against her full pink lips, causing her to long for their lips to touch. Jakes eyes only closed when Leahs did, because her green eyes with those irresistible honey drops captivated him. When their lips touched all the pain, desperation, rejection, hate, bitterness and most of all love, if the tiny pieces of their shattered hearts could even feel something like love, unloaded in that touch. The salty tears ran down their cheeks and mixed with the kiss which got more passionate every second. Jakes hands sneaked around her hips to press her body closer to his, leaving a burning trail on the small of her back. Her hands curled up in his hair to close even the tiniest space between them. After a minute or two they broke away from each other to catch their breaths and Jake rested his forehead against Leahs to blow in her face teasingly. Leah had to laugh which made Jake smile and confirm his earlier thought about her smile. The look of those lips smiling made him kiss her again. But this time like a first kiss should be: tender, careful and sweet.

He has never been so happy, neither has she. They were smiling at each other,knowing they had to handle many problems,as already said they were both broken, but now they both had somebody to fix them. They would forgive and learn how to forget.

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