We walked into the forest slowly and deliberately, I had had the feeling that something was wrong for a few days now. And then he confirmed my fears and told me he was leaving

So this is how it goes, well I would have never known, and if it ends today, I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone,

Now he was leaving... what would I do? He was my own personal sun. Without him life was dark and cold, just like the forest floor that spread out beneath me.

now I think we're taking this too far , don't you know that it's not this hard, well it's not this hard, but if you take what's and I'll take mine..Must we go there? Please not this time, no not this time,

He was telling me he didn't love me, he was leaving me... no! I fell to the floor and lay there feeling the coldness envelop me and imagining that it was his arms. Looking down at the green floor and imagining he was still by my side and we were in our meadow again, just like we were.

well this is not your fault, but if I'm without you then I will feel so small, and if you have to go, always know that you shine brighter than anyone does,

I lay on the sofa; a guy from the reservation had found me, Sam I think his name was... I couldn't feel anything anymore. What was I without my Edward? I was small I was completely insignificant. I felt like a tiny star next to the splendid moon.

now I think we're taking this too far, don't you know that it's not, well it's not this hard, but if you take what's yours and I take mine... must we go there? Please no this time, no not this time,

There were those words again. He had take all the things he had given me 'a clean break' he had said. It would help me heal quicker. But how can you heal when your heart has been completely ripped out of your chest?

If you run away now, will you come back around? And if you ran away I'd still wave goodbye watching you shine bright,

He was never coming back. I knew that. He had said he didn't love me. In a way I had always known that he was too good for me. How was I going to move on? If I had had my way I would still be on that floor waiting for him to come back.

now I think we're taking this too far, don't you know that it's not this hard, it's not this hard, but if you take what's yours and I take mine...must we go there? Please not this time, no not this time,

Edward my love had gone off and was probably with some other woman. Some gorgeous vampire, that lit up the room with her presence. Unlike plain old me, who nobody noticed where she came or went.

I'll wave goodbye watching you shine bright, I'll wave goodbye tonight.

That was it I had to finish it. I had to let go. If I couldn't be with Edward then why was I still here? So I went to the cliff that Jacob had shown me that they all cliff dive off. I didn't write a note, I knew Charlie would understand. Edward? Would he even care? So I walked up to the edge and felt the salty wind push my hair out of my face. I said goodbye to forks, the small town which I had come to love. And then I jumped. And then there was everlasting darkness and peace.