Yet another day.
The darkness is still here, embracing me so tight that I almost feel how it rips into my chest; the light of his heart cannot reach to me, it can't heal my suffering. It's just another day, being a part of his memories, but at the same time, not being into them.
And then I see him. The only reason for me to accept this fate, this cruel and dastardly existance. That golden glow among the shadows of the memory. His blue eyes are gazing through that window to the outer world, looking at her the same way he used to look at me.
My hand reaches to him, to touch him, to feel him, to let him know I'm there... But he cannot percieve me, he just keeps looking through the window, to that blonde blue-eyed girl, who just won't stop smiling. A conformity smile, as I know she's also aching. She cannot percieve me either.
I whisper his name, but he doesn't listen. I scream it, but his back keeps facing me. I keep screaming those same five letters until my throat goes raw, and a couple more times after that. But he still can't listen to me.
It's a hellish pain. To be right beside him, and not be able to touch him; to be able to look at him, and not to be looked at. I feel a couple tears gliding down my face, but I quickly wipe them; he wouldn't like to see me crying. He is my only reason to stand this; an existance between life and death, in an endless darkness, an endless loneliness. Exiled from the memories of my loved ones, of the one that truly loved me.
Day after day, I rebirth to watch him, but I die when I can't feel him.
But I will tolerate it. Someday, this will end; he'll come to save me, he'll come to free me from the shadows and to reunite me with this blonde boy right in front of me, and then we'll eat together Sea-Salt Ice Cream again. But meanwhile, I must keep silently admiring him; watching how that gaze that once belonged to me, was now to someone else.
Free me from my torment, Sora.
A/N: As you must have noticed, English isn't my first language, so I might have made a hella lot of mistakes. This is a translation of a fic that I originally wrote in Spanish, so... yeah. Hit me with a review!