Chapter1
It's been happening for a while. The feelings have been growing for years. It's wrong, but its been inside me for so long that I've accepted it as a part of me. I have to tell him.
I'm in love with my father.
Once when I was little, about 10 or 11, I was playing a board game with him in my tree house and when I won I said I wanted a prize. He asked me what I wanted and I said a kiss.
I remember him staring at me, but nothing odd passed over his face. He leaned in and I kissed him. I remember loving the feeling of his scruffiness on my face. That was when it started, but its only grown more and more. I've made up a lot of what's happened as more than it was, since I'm so desperate for him, but what really happened is what I put here.
As I grew I let him watch me when we got the chance. Every time I visited I did as much as I could to let him see how I was changing, becoming more ready for him everyday.
I just moved in with him. I hope I can finally show him what I want. And I hope he wants the same thing.