As our favorite brunette was dreaming dreams of happiness and love in her comfy bed, there was something wrong out there. What was in the balcony standing there? What ,or should I say who? The boy so different from she was just standing there wondering "could she ever love someone like me?". But little did he know that in oblivion of her dreams scarlet eyes was all she could see, oh my ,could he ever come love someone like me?

Mikan Sakura woke up from the first ray of light, even thought she had slept really well she couldn't help but feel a strange feeling, she felt like she dreamt of something important but she got of the bed way to quickly and the dream went lost together with the sleepiness. I hope today I can also make someone smile jii-chan,lend me your strength ,she thought as she closed the door behind her.

"hmph,I got up way too early today,well,well what to do now?".

She then went to the first place that came in her mind, the only place where she would always go to, and could always go to that she could feel and total easy, she could be herself and let her emotion out.

As soon as she got there she felt that feeling again, a pressure in her chest.

"Natsume" she whispered to the morning.

Even thought for the last moths she got a little closer to him, there was still a huge gap between them. And that made her sadder them it should.

The day was now rising and coming out quickly soon everybody would be up to eat breakfast but she knew she wouldn't be able to eat anything.

Mikan clutched her chest and sat by the tree hoping the feeling would go away, in a couple hours she would have to put on a smile for ,Mikan Sakura wasn't a fake, she just didn't want to trouble others with her stuff, especially Hotaru.

Now our brunette was tearing up but this time she couldn't hold it back.

"Natsume…"

…

"What?"there came a voice.

"ARRRRGH!N-N-NATSUME?IS THAT YOU?"

"Who else would it be baka?Mikan you're so stupid you know I'm always hanging out here"He said from up the tree.

He must have been taking a nap up there I hope he didn't see a expression,mikan thought as she took the opportunity to whipe away her tears meanwhile he was still there as could not see her face.

"I thought you were sleeping in your dorm room".

"Yeah,I was not,I don't sleep much anyways,especially tonight, I didn't get enough sleep." He said,his voice tone fading down so the last part was just a whisper.

"What?" she asked.

"Nothing, baka" And slapped his cheeks lightly to recomposed his embarrassed self.

"Want to sit with me then? "she asked

"okay, but don't stand so close to me."

So he jumped down and the both of them just sat there lost in their thoughts and silent. But both of them enjoyed it. The presence of each other at that moment was as they were comforting each another. Things that were locked up inside their hearts filled the air unsaid.

I hope someday my feelings reach you.

Their hands toughed lightly as Natsume was changing positions to do exactly the contrary of what he said, get near her.

For a slip second they exchanged a glance, brown met scarlet.

But for now to stay close to you like this is enough.

…

end?