BUT WHY?

Chapter 1

~During New Moon~

Positive…positive…positive! How can this happen? I asked myself. Edward was my one and only. And vampire cannot have children...it's unethical. It's just impossible! How did it happen and why? I just graduated a month ago. And I was going to Mount Aloysius, which is one of the best nursing schools, and was accepted! I can't believe I'm pregnant. But here's the proof, stupid pregnancy test!

He had to be lying to me when he left, because of how many times he's said he loved me; he even said he couldn't live without me. How could he say something like that if it wasn't true? I know I shouldn't but I'm still in love with him. Nothing he can do will change that.

Flashback

"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slow and carefully. I repeated the words over and over again in my head, until I understood what he was saying.

"You don't want me?" I tried to understand why he was doing this to me. I know that he still loves me; I mean what about what happened last night wasn't I good enough? I started to grow into hysterics.

"No." I saw a glint in his eyes as he said it.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't' love me."

He closed the distance between us. "I don't love you." Then he disappeared, leaving me in the forest, all alone. At that moment, my heart shattered into a million pieces.

ALICE'S POV

"Alice…What do you see?" Jasper asked me, his voice thick with concern.

"Bella…" I told him, "I see Bella in her room and she's crying while packing a suitcase. And Charlie…he's yelling at her. How could you do this?! I thought you were smarter than this? I want you out of my house! Now I hear Bella, she's trying to breath but she can't calm down." Then my vision cleared. I saw Jasper, he hugged me.

"You know what you have to do." He told me.

"Yeah, I know. I just really don't want to." He handed me the phone and I dialed Edward's number. After two rings, he picked up.

"What do you want Alice."

"It's something you need to know…it's about…"

"Yes."

"It's about…Bella."

I heard him take in a sharp breath. "What about her?!"

"Charlie kicked her out…I guess she did something that Charlie didn't approve of. And they got into a fight about it… "

"Okay…um…thanks for telling me…I…uh…appreciate it."