Again.

a/n So, this is angsty season 4 wincest. OR brotherly love, what ever you wanna call it. (it's wincest) Sammy's a little OOC but it is season 4, so that's my excuse. I hope you like it.


You walked out the door again,

You left me here alone.

I could've sworn you promised...

But

Maybe you didn't mean it,

It wouldn't be the first time.

That's ok

I'll just sit here and pray...

Pray

that you come back to me

Back where you belong.

Or maybe you don't but,

I need you.

I've always

needed you

And I always will...

I sit here and wonder if you need me

too...

I can see the sun rising,

Has it really been that long?

I'm still here,

On the floor

Where

You

Left

Me

Last

Night.

I don't notice you

Until,

You call my name...

Dean!

You make a noise

When you see me.

Your eyes are filled

with tears

And

Yet

Another

Apology.

You take my hand,

And help me up.

You say you're sorry

I am

You promise me...

I mean it this time

You pull me close

You know I love you

Then

I manage a joke,

And

You manage a laugh.

We pack up and

We're off again...

It's three weeks later.

Another hunt,

Another fight,

Another day.

I say somethings

You don't take them well.

You shout

Whatever Dean!

And

Cuss

It's none of your damn business!

And

Scream

Just leave me the fuck alone!

And then,

You walk out the door...

Again.