Just a short oneshot fan-fiction which shows Wendy's diary after she dumped Stan for Token. Cliffhanger at the end, draw your own conclusions.
P.S. I know this has nothing to do with this, or any story but I just watched a short clip about 3 year old Madeleine McCann who has been missing since Thursday the 3rd of May. After watching this clip I feel I should pay her some respect because this video got me close to tears. Please help poor little Madeleine, Bring her Back! X
People Make Mistakes
Dear diary,
I think I have made a huge mistake. Today, I dumped my first boyfriend Stan for another boy named Token. I really like Token, he's cute, kind, funny and I thought I really wanted to be with him. But now that I have dumped Stan and got together with him, I feel miserable. I really miss Stan, but I can't help but wonder… Is this a case of 'I want what I can't have'? I don't know, I mean, I probably can have him, but then will I want Token? I am so confused right now. Stan always used to cuddle me… talk to me about his problems and help me with mine. I miss that… But Token has his own traits too. He always holds me close when I'm cold, he is a real gentlemen and he is a really good kisser. I don't know who I should pick. I have thought about it long and hard, but come to no conclusion. I talked to Bebe but all she seemed to do was nod and smile as if she wasn't listening. It must be hard for her though, she just lost her cat in a road accident and her boyfriend Clyde dumped her. I just don't know who to turn to. Usually I would talk to Stan, but that would be way too awkward, and Bebe is my only true girlfriend. Also, Stan seemed really hurt when Bebe told him that I didn't want to go out with him anymore, I'm not surprised though, Bebe literally said "Wendy breaks up." and "She still wants to be friends." which was a little bit mean, but she is having a rough time, its not her fault. All I seem to be able to do is write in this diary. I wonder if Stan will get another girlfriend as fast as I got a boyfriend. I would feel terrible then, I guess I still have feelings for Stan, but for Token too. This is so hard, way to much pressure for a 9 year old! God…I sound like Tweek now. I tried talking to my mom but she said that I am way too young to be thinking about boys, as if that's true! I am very grown up for my age, I'm smarter than all my friends, and I have a wider vocabulary. Half of my classmates don't even know what a vocabulary is! I have no one that I can relate to, except Bebe sometimes, and Stan. Wait… and Stan… That's another thing about him. You know what, I might make a list of good points about Stan, and good points about Token. Maybe it will help clear things up.
Ok…
Stan.
1) He is cute
2) He is sensitive, I love that about him
3) He is funny
4) He knows me really well and can relate to me
5) He is really kind and caring
Token.
1) He is hot
2) He is funny
3) He is a gentlemen
4) He's really nice
5) He understands me
Ok, that really didn't help because there are 5 good points for each of them. Maybe I should look at each list, and decide which one I like best. Yeah, I'll do that.
I love both lists… I can't bring myself to choose! God damn it! But wait… There is one other thing. He really loves me…like a boyfriend should. He's different to the other guys… Ok. That's it, I've decided to pick him for this very reason, and the other 5 points of coarse. In-fact. I am going to call him right now…
Thanks for reading this ) I know I'm in the middle of a story but I am having writers block at the moment lol And I decided I needed to get this off my chest as I have been thinking about a oneshot like this for a while now. Anyway, If you liked this, Please tell me ) D Coz I love getting reviews! Thanks xx
Stacie