Disclaimer: I do not own any of this characters, I wish I did but I dont.. ( v.v )
Saying Goodbye...
Dear, Love
I can't take this anymore! The more I try to get through to you, the more you push me out. Is this what you really want? Have you already given up and accepted what 'fate' has placed upon you? I thought you were stronger than this, but I guess I was wrong...wrong for hoping too much from you. Hoping that you'd be there...there to return...hopefully my feelings for you...
I was such a fool to even have that kind of hope!
Why do you not take notice of me? Of what I do to try to impress you? To show you that Im actually worthy of your affections. I can't take this anymore! I try so hard to impress you with my blading skills, trying and working hard to win in nearly all my matches just so I could get even just a teeny bit of reaction from you...to, me. Even just a little smile or phrase, a smirk would even do...as long as you notice me. Acting like an annoying loud mouth...being goofy, I know the only thing I recieve from you are negative insults and anger...maybe...maybe, even hatred. It hurts how you would always say how pathetic I am, that Im a waste of your time... that Im not worth your time...
Let me ask you, ' Do you see me as someone to hate or a chance to be your friend? Cause right now, I really don't know what my place is with you...within your life...and I...and I was hoping that you could tell or atleast give me a hint...I think it would really help...I really hope so.'
I may look like...may look like that those things that you've said to me doesn't hurt me at all, but in reality it does. It hurted more than the time when I nearly lost Dragoon at one of the ' World Champoinship Tournament' match. Im slowly falling apart...I don't know how long I can hold on, to keep on deluding myself that maybe...maybe deep down...somewhere in you, that you actually felt something for me. I just kept ignoring what the others kept on saying to me about you and my little infatuation with you...Okay, it might not be little...okay, a lot! But I guess, I wouldn't be in this situation, crying in pity for myself because the one person I have fallen ' inlove' would 'never' love me back. I love you so much.
No! I love you with 'all' my 'heart'! You always complain how much I pester you...how much I seem to get on your nerves...How you'd sware you want me to leave you alone and get lost... No matter how harsh you may be to me, I still love you... and even possible loving you even more.
They say that if you really love a person so much, just seeing them alive and well, smiling would be enough... NO! it would worth everything. I know you don't smile that much, nor at all. Only catching you smirk once in awhile, but even that was always directed to some one else...never to me. It hurts to know that you'll never notice me anything but a worthless teammate...never a friend or anything more at all.
Im sorry with all the things that I have caused you so much... I hope that someday...that someday a person would be able to do what I was unable to do... and that is..to be with you. Please let them feel how much you love and care for them. Don't be such a hard headed, stubborn prat! Be there for them, because for sure they will be there for you no matter what...through thick and thin. What Im trying to say is...Goodbye. I guess I really have no choice...but to let you go. Knowing that you'll never notice me in a way that I have noticed you ever since that first battle we danced together.
I love you and I'll always will...
Goodbye,Tyson...
A young mascular blunette read and reread the letter he was clutching in his hands, hardly believing what was written in it. Feeling sick to the stomach, feeling like something inside of him has been savagely pulled and torn apart from him. The painful feeling was overwhelming him at such an incredible growth. Hastily folding the letter and shoving it in his pockets. Immedietely grabbing his beyblade and launcher before sprinting out the door. Only one thing in mind...
' I hope Im not too late...Tyson...'
Well what do you think? Pls. give any coments about it. Oh! any flamers will be used to roast some 'marshmellow '.
Ja Ne .