Affection and lust for the one you love had never been thought of as a sin by Allen. The ability to love had always been a gift from god in his eyes, when he was little. Before Mana died he had wanted a family with someone he loved and knew loved him back, but as usual life had seemed to screw him over. Even at the end of this war, he wasn't sure if could go back to a normal life. Exorcism was more or less all he knew, that and the various fast money making skills he'd picked up during apprenticeship.

How could someone after years of chaos live peacefully, if he survived. The white haired boy left his cabin and chose to sit out on the porch steps. It was a full moon and his lover would be visiting. Allen crept out hoping Ravi would stay asleep, forcing a friend into secrecy was not something he wanted to do. To be honest it wasn't just about the secrecy, he was ashamed of his relationship, taboo in anyone's eyes. He had many times tried to stop everything himself, but there was something about that man that left raw desire and longing tearing away at his better judgment. His dark aura attracting Allen's more dangerous side bypassing his inhibitions.

The white haired man sighed and placed his head on his knees, trying to remember how his damn thing started, how he became trapped in such a seemingly intricate web, and why out of all the people on the planet life had chosen to screw him over so thoroughly.

So caught up in his brooding he didn't realise a presence behind him until the man placed something over his head. As he lifted his head the hat fell further down effectively obstructing his vision. It didn't matter though, Allen knew who it was, and that he was smirking. As if being called Moyashi wasn't enough he was going have to go through the 'small head small brain' jokes.

His lover and tormenter tapped the top of the hat gently before sitting behind the white haired boy and spooning him into a tight embrace. Running a hand through his hair the dark man kissed the exposed neck in front of him pointedly ignoring the hat still covering a good half of Allen's face before staring at the clouded sky. Even though the moon wasn't visible it still shone brightly, it still existed within the dark night. Feeling somewhat lighter Tyki allowed a small smile as he heard a muffled curse.

Authors note:

Okay, so I have high hopes for this fic I can see it going on for chapters upon chapters I really like D.grayman but I don't really see many pairings in this so if anyone has pairings they'd like in here put it in your review and if anyone wants to beta I'd be grateful. Hope you like the story.

P.s. Constructive criticism is probably needed so don't feel shy, let it all out.