For Kiro

Why do you act like you do?

You love me one minute and the next you want to leave me alone.

Its sickening and painful on my heart.

Will you please just tell me if you want to be with me or am I only yours for this moment?

My heart and my head disagree with each other as I talk to you.

My body aches from crying over you and my eyes are red.

My cheeks streaked with tears,

My heart pounding in my chest.

I look at you as my head hurts.

I long to hold you in my arms and hear you say everything will be alright and that you love me.

I know that you will not tell me that ever again, after what ive done to you.

I don't even expect you to read this if you knew it was about you…the truth is I still love you and I hope you can forgive me for being such a jerk to you…