50 shades darker new version
I never thought that life after Christian would turn up this way; I mean I knew life without him is like living with no air but after I left I felt like I am dying every step of the way.
I try to sleep with grey eyes hunting me every time I close my eyes all I see is his wounded face telling me to stay ; he hurt me enough to sacrifice staying with him after the act he commit I mean I know it's my fault as well as him but he didn't stop and I should've save worded .
I close my eyes again reminding myself that I have work tomorrow morning and I need to get some sleep and get back to reality which is life without my 50 shades.
I woke up with jolt in my head feeling restless and lacking sleep after crying myself all night; I need to get to work …
I arrived at work at 8 am finding a bunch of flowers on my desk and a card saying "good luck to your first day at work Miss Steele "Christian grey
Oh! We're back to formality ; I took the flowers and dump them in the garbage basket with regrets that they were a pretty site probably expensive but I couldn't handle a single thought over Christian right now I need to save my waterworks until I get home.
"Good morning Ana "said jack Hyde my new boss
"Good morning sir "I said trying to ignore his long gaze over my body; its one more thing I need right now is Jack Hyde harassing me.
"I hope you enjoy you first day Ana "; smiling down at me
"I think I will thank you sir "
I try to concentrate on the work jack gave me. He seems nice but quite scary sometimes with the devil look on his face. Just minutes before my lunch break an e-mail pops in my mail box from Christian; oh god! I can't take this now. As I open the e-mail I discover.
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Tomorrow
Date: June 8, 2011 14:05
To: Anastasia Steele
Dear Anastasia Forgive this intrusion at work. I hope that it's going well. Did you get my flowers? I note that tomorrow is the gallery opening for your friend's show, and I'm sure you've not had time to purchase a car, and it's a long drive. I would be more than happy to take you—should you wish. Let me know.
Christian Grey CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
Oh! José's show how I forget about that I guess after what happened I couldn't get my finger on anything. I need to respond to his e-mail.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Tomorrow
Date: June 8, 2011 14:25
To: Christian Grey
Hi! Christian Thank you for the flowers; they are lovely. Yes, I appreciate your suggestion but I'd like to go alone. Thank you.
Anastasia Steele Assistant to Jack Hyde, Commissioning Editor, SIP
I close my eyes as I wait for his answer and I know it's going to be bad. I hope he just let me be I can't stand the side of him knowing that his not mine anymore; knowing that I am not going to wake to his lovely face anymore. Tears swim down my cheeks trying to accept our recent breakup.
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Tomorrow
Date: June 8, 2011 14:05
To: Anastasia Steele
Anastasia you know damm well I am not going to let you go to the show all alone plus we need to talk.
Don't try me I am not gone take no for an answer.
Christian Grey CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
Part of me wants to say yes tempted to see him but the other part is scared of getting hurt again. I sip my coffee while I am typing down my response and I try to make it difficult for him a little bit.
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Tomorrow
Date: June 8, 2011 14:25
To: Christian Grey
Christian please understand we have nothing to talk about there is no us anymore.
I am trying very hard to make this easy as much as possible for us because I am sure I am the only one suffering here. Please consider my request.
Anastasia Steele Assistant to Jack Hyde, Commissioning Editor, SIP
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Tomorrow
Date: June 8, 2011 14:05
To: Anastasia Steele
I am coming over tonight we need to talk since you don't want to go with me to the show.
Christian Grey CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
Oh! That is last thing I need right now is me and him in the same place alone. And for a moment I thought I could win this but who am I kidding …
From: Anastasia Steele
Subject: Tomorrow
Date: June 8, 2011 14:38
To: Christian Grey
Ok fine, see you then.
Anastasia Steele Assistant to Jack Hyde, Commissioning Editor, SIP
Oh my god I am going to see Christian for the first time in 7 days I totally forgot about what happened and I am starting thinking about what I am going to wear.