Reincarnated Lovers

Ch. 1 happiness can end in sadness

Sana shuddered as another attack hit her. the pain was unbearable, and the cold was cruel. She looked to her left, out the window as the snow fell. She had loved the snow as a child, but now she couldn't enjoy it. Sesshomaru placed a hot cloth on her head and she smiled at him.

"thank you."

"thank me when you are well again."

"Sesshomaru please…"

"you will get better. We just have to get your strength up."

A knock on the door distracted him. The monk walked in. he growled low so he wouldn't hear, but never the less, Sesshomaru was not as pleased as Sana was to see him.

"I'm glad you made it back."

He smiled. "of course I did. You're my baby sister. I wouldn't leave you here to…you know…alone…"

"she's not alone. I'm here with her."

"and aren't you the one who did this to her?"

"and what have you done? Did you find a cure or something?"

"please Sesshomaru-"

"please what? All he does with his time is flirt with women. Your laying in bed dying and he doesn't have a moral bone in his body!"

"who are you to judge me?" the monk stepped closer.

"stop it both of you please…" Sana's coughing distracted them. Sesshomaru knelt next to her, rubbing her back as she coughed.

When she had calmed down he helped her back to a more comfortable position. She knew her time was coming. She was not afraid for herself but she was for Sesshomaru. "promise me something?"

"anything."

"please, promise me that after I die, you wont change. You won't become cruel again."

"Sana…"

Her brother laughed. "like a demon can be anything but."

He stared at her. he could feel it as well as she could. He knew she was not long for this world. He hated it. and he hated his father for not helping her. with all he had at his disposal, how could he not save the woman lying in his home slowly dying?

"don't leave…please…please Sana…don't leave me…"

Her breathing became more shallow. "I love you…."

He stayed there, long after they placed a cloth over her, and her brother preyed. He stayed there, holding her cold hand. He could hear her, feel her, but she was gone forever. He lifted the cloth and kissed her head before leaving her to the women who would prepare her for her burial.

As he walked down the hall, his blood grew colder, his eyes crueler. He went to his room and slamed and locked the door. For days he neither ate nor slept just stared at her image on the desk. When others came to take him to the funeral he refused.

"I'm sorry Sana. But I promised nothing."

Sana smiled and breathed in the sent of Adam's leather jacket. She couldn't wait to make it to her brothers house. She couldn't wait to tell him her news. She was just so excited. She felt Adam sigh. She knew he was going to miss his bike, but they both knew they had to sell it, not a family car. She smiled and open her eyes and looked to her right. She saw the bright lights of a truck.

"Adam!"

The next thing she knew she was on her back, Adam holding her close.

"Adam?" her voice cracked.

"it'll be ok…"

It went dark.

Sana opened her eyes to a blinding white ceiling. A flash light was in her eyes in seconds checking them. When her vision cleared a woman stood above her in scrubs. She didn't remember what had happened. Everything felt good…then not so good.

"do you know where you are?"

It came back. The crash, Adam pushing her out of the way of the other truck…Adam holding her as his arms went slack…

Her voice didn't work right away. Then it cracked. Instead of answering her question she asked, "is Adam ok?"

The doctor repeated once again, "do you know where you are?"

"a hospital. Is Adam all right?"

"what is your name?"

"My name is Sana Fokamorna. Why wont you tell me where Adam is? Is her all right?"

The doctor moved away and she saw her brothers take her place.

"Sana…I'm sorry…" her older brother took her hand. "there wasn't anything they could have done…Adam…Adam's gone. He protected you…the doctor said that he saved you."

Tears sprang from her eyes as her heart broke into a thousand pieces.

"There's something else too sis…" her younger brother looked down and stroked the top of her other hand. She looked down. Most of her was either stitched or casted.

"what could be worse than this!"

Konarho looked at his younger brother than back at Sana. "you lost-"

She looked at him with tear filled eyes. "please don't tell me. Please God don't tell me…"

He looked away and she screamed in sadness. Adam, her Adam was gone, and so was their baby. She took her hand back and placed it on her stomachs. She preyed to whatever God was out there to make it kick but nothing happened. "Silent night" played in the background but she ignored it. she cried herself to sleep, missing all of Christmas morning.