OMiGawd! This sounds like a vent fanfic so bad, even though it actually wasn't supposed to be! FAIL!

This is actually my first fanfic about Canada...or should I say first attempt... #^.^#

I have been wanting to write a one shot for quite a while, and now i finally managed to do one...Sorry if it's fail ((which it probably is))...NYEH! *face-palm*

Please review ^^

I like to call it the "Lonely Table". Yes, and don't judge me, I have my reasons for calling it that. This is the table I sit on at lunch-break...ALONE!

Well, not completely alone; I have my polar bear toy "Mr Kumajuruo" with me as I can't seem to go anywhere without it. HIM! I like to think it's a him so I don't feel so bad. However it hardly helps.

Right now I am in 7th grade, (and I still carry a stuffed TOY with me, I know) but it seems that Mr Kumajuruo is my only friend. NO-ONE talks to me. I get bumped into ALL the time, even though I am just as tall as everyone else. The teachers ignore me, even when I know the answer and have had my hand in the air for the whole hour! It's like I'm invisible or something...

And that's extremely unfair seeing as my brother, Alfred, is the most popular boy in the school, he literally has a pet name for himself; The Hero. I'm not saying anything against him, it just seems like he has EVERYTHING that I could only wish for.

That is why even though I'm the older twin, I admire my brother. He is everything I want to be; funny, smart, noticed. Most of all, I want to be noticed.

In fact popularity is probably the most important thing I really need right now.

Though Alfred is still my idol, my role-model, my person to be. I want to be just like him...pft like that's ever going to happen.

Giving one more quick glance at my brother, sitting with all his really cool friends, I get up and, picking up Mr Kumajuruo, leave the cafeteria, and rush, unnoticed, to my dorm room I share with Alfred. It was only when I looked in the bathroom mirror, did I realise I'd been crying.

"Oh Al...I want to be just like you..." I whisper.

Though the only person that could hear me...was myself...

It was much longer when I wrote it out on paper...oh sudas...I fail SO bad! D'X