i'm sorry
i didn't mean to start all this
i'm too different
if i stay in here
then maybe everything will be fine
locked behind the door
i haven't seen you in hours
you're asking me to come out
you say you want to talk
there's nothing left to say
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
no wonder you all talked to me like that
i deserved it, didn't i?
didn't act right
didn't talk right
couldn't do anything right
it doesn't matter now
hours spent in my own head
spiraling, spiraling, spiraling
out of control
self doubt
disgust
why can't i be normal?
help me, please
stop looking at me like that
i know i'm weird
i don't need your sympathy
just act like it never happened
please?
i see your tools
it takes one to know one
i don't need gauze, i need gears
just leave me alone
i can handle it myself
why don't you trust me?
i feel the ice
it hurts
but it's all i know
this is for you, i promise
stop crying please
i don't need to look to know you are
i'm sorry
please forgive me
it's so cold it burns
i said stop crying
just
run
please
.
.
.
i love you