Author's note: I don't own reborn, I wish I do but I don't . Reviews and trash talks are highly appreciated. So…let's get on with the story then.

SUMMARY: See how Tsuna struggles to make himself the perfect boss and at the same time keep up his feelings for Hibari. What will Tsuna choose; Kyoya or his responsibility as the 10th? (I suck at summaries) R&R

In my shoes

Hi, my name is Tsunayoshi Sawada. I'm the embodiment of stupidity here on Earth. The complete package of idiocy. My brain is already dead…dead from stupidity that is and my heart…vanishing. Say, won't you hear me out?

chapter 1: I

I was useless since I was a child; I'd always be screaming the hell out my lungs whenever I'm scared or surprised about something; I'd always answer questions with "Eh?" or a high pitched "HIEEEEEEE". I was always stupid in math or every subject you could throw at me; I was practically a moron for even trying to study. I accepted that in everything I do I was always wrong.

Since back when I was a child, nothing has practically changed. Even though Mama kept encouraging me to try my hardest and don't give up, I'd still return to the same old me.

Yes…this is reality…and I have given up on life.

Now who in hell's name would even try to save me? My guess is no one.

But of course, I was wrong. In some twist of reality, someone did save me from completely falling into oblivion.

There was this baby, who completely scared the living daylights out of me when he suddenly points out his gun at me…what kind of baby does that anyway?

And as expected he releases the trigger, making the bullet penetrate my thick skull…I thought that was it…end of my story, finish, and finale. I'd expect darkness to slowly creep into my vision but it never did; all I could feel was this rush taking over me. The next thing I knew my clothes were ripped off leaving me with only my boxers but didn't stop my body to do anything as it went berserk because of that bullet. I could feel my burning especially my head…literally.

After sometime, the bullet's effect dissipate along with the fire on forehead (why is there even a fire on my forehead?). I thought that my hair and my forehead was completely burned off…what with that kind of fire on my head wouldn't that hurt me?

I wasn't hurt nor burned…and my hair and forehead are still in tack. What was that all about?

"How are you feeling?" the baby said. Crap, I totally forgot about him. He's the one who started this…this whole fire thing. I became suddenly aware that I wasn't wearing anything beside my boxers. How embarrassing.

"Uh…Fine…I guess" I said scratching my head. Wait…how could this baby talk, why does he have a gun with him; shouldn't he be with his parents or something like that? My eyes went wide as I scanned my thoughts…this baby must be cursed…Nah.

I was knocked out of my thoughts when I felt a sharp pain in my head, that baby kicked me! "Ouch!..." "You're not allowed to space out you know, you're pretty vulnerable right now don't forget that." The baby said.

Now I'm lost, what the hell is he talking about?

"Oh, I haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Reborn; I'm gonna be your home tutor from now on, Vongola Decimo."

Fast forward to the following weeks, I was thrown into the world of Mafia leaders and famiglia. I met many people because of my status as a boss; some oblige to my position, some don't. I got a chance to meet Hayato, the bomb freak but smart; Yamamoto the friendliest of us all, he's also a baseball player; Ryohi the ever energetic brother of Kyoko; Lambo, he's also a baby but unlike Reborn he knows nothing in using guns…instead he uses toy grenades and sorts; Mukuro…the guy who would always freak me out more than anyone else in the famiglia, he lives in this abandoned land called Kokuyo; and but definitely not the least is Kyoya…well he's the strongest in our bunch, he's anti-social most of the time and kinda…umm…handsome if I'm allowed to say so…WAIT! What the heck am I saying?!

Stupid brain thinking all sorts of stuff! It's not like I have a crush on him…hell no! He always scares the crap out of me whenever he's around but…I can't say that I dislike him…maybe I looked upon him as an idol…NO! This is stupid, get a grip of yourself!

"What the hell are blushing at no good Tsuna? Are you even listening to what I'm saying?" Reborn said.

It brought me out to reality again. Stop whatever you're thinking Tsuna! This ain't going anywhere, he's just handsome...that's all…but he's not the only one who's handsome there! Yamamoto is cute too you know…but Kyoya is…"OUCH!"

"Are you even listening to me?" reprimanded Reborn.

"Of course I am. You didn't have to hit me with a book you know." The truth is I wasn't listening to you.

"You deserved it. If you really are listening, then what am I blabbering about for the past minutes?"

"Uhh…You know…you were talking how important these…talk and…the…" Okay…I'm gonna bet busted for this.

"Liar." And with that, Reborn kick me in the shin. Ahhhh…why was I even chosen as the 10th…it could be anyone but why me? Why let a stupid kid rule the mafia? Sigh…

But…it did give me some good benefits didn't you know that?

'I'm correct, aren't I Kyoya?'

"Sigh…I'll get some sleep for now. Cool down your head for a bit no good Tsuna and also stop spacing out and drool at the same time… you look retarded." Reborn went to sleep now. I guess I should just get some sleep too; maybe my mind would clear out tomorrow.

Goodnight.

*and I don't want the world to see me 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken; I just want you to know who I am.*

I know it sucks. I'm yet to put some action here so please wait patiently don't worry, this story is worth reading till the end

*iris by goo goo dolls

R&R. Thank you guys!