Here is a story I started a long ago but I was not sure if it is good enough to post it here but then I decided that you have to decide if it is good enough.:)I hope it is.

I love LOST and the couple Kate/Jack and I hope you like them in my story.The first chapter is not very long it is just to introduce you some stuff about the fanfic.ENJOY!:)

THE HEART WANTS SOME SOFTNESS

CHAPTER 1

FINALLY FREE

When you're near me I have no fear
When I'm untrue you see right through me
You know me as deep as the sea goes
Calm my head whenever the storm blows

(Brandi Carlile – Throw It All Away)

The ocean had this blue color that can comfort your soul somehow.Anytime you look at it you wonder what life would be if you had disappeared.But you never do.Someone stops you in the last minute cutting your brilliant wing which had been waiting to spread once and for all.

From a long long time no one had been sailing at that part of the ocean which Kate was watching at that moment.No boat had passed there from a long day and Kate knew it because once she was staying there just waiting for ship or something just to be saved but did she really want it?

Kate and Jack were sitting on the beach looking at the sunset in front of their eyes.It was so beautiful and even if they were not realizing it they were happy to be watching it together.

They were going to come back at home soon but they were not really excited though it was freedom coming around to them.

Kate could feel the cold gun leaned on her back.There was a woman behind her and Kate knew if she moved she could be killed but she did not even want to move at all.She was watching forward having Jack next to her and nothing else really mattered.

Suddenly a boat came fro forward and ruined the beautiful peace of the ocean.

'Is everything ready?'asked Juliette the man who was driving the boat.He looked a really ungly man and he was pretty old.But was the perfect man to sail…alone if possible.

'Yes,of course madam.'said the man.He looked pretty mad he was asked that.He had a long experience in sailing.

'Good.Lead them in.'said the woman who was now the lidder of the others.She looked like this should have been her place from a long time.Just from the beginning but it would not last that long just till Ben got beter.

Two of the other men who were listening to Juliet pished Kate forward and she nearly feel.They did the same with Jack and when finally the two people got into the boat Kate grasp one of the walls so she could not be pushed again.

'Here you have the compass with the right direction to the nearest island there people can help you to get to America.'said Juliete.

'Like you did with Michael.'Jack finally opened his mouth.

'Yeah and it worked.'said the woman.

'How do you know?'actually Jack was not sure if the thing with Michael was a trap and even if he wanted it he somehow could not really believe it.

'I…just know.'said Juliet and she let the rope that was holding the boat on the coast for not long.

The two people in the boat were long watching to the people on the cost.Like Michael did before he sailed away but he did it because he was feeling guilty and Kate and Jack…they were just mad at those people and wanted never to forget their faces.NEVER.

The boat was getting away and away and they were quickly looking any contact with that place that was their home for so long time.

Jack operated over Ben and they let them go.But they kept Sawyer with them.And going home felt nothing like they expected.They were still feeling bad for the once that stood on the island.And Jack and Kate were helpless.They could not ever get back to the island and they could not take anyone there to safe the rest of the crew.

Jack looked at Kate as they could share their thoughts.He was looking into her eyes as the moment when they were caught and just before the others take the light away from them.

Kate felt like shacking.She was waiting for Jack to say a word and to say that everything was going to be alright.He had that power to comfort her when she needed it most.But this time nothing important came from his direction.He just passed her and got down to the cabin.

She was left alone on the top of the boat.She tried to see anything at the horizont back of her.She tried to see Juliet again but they were gone.They were not anymore there and she just looked to the sun.And she saw its beauty.Yeah that was a comfort for her.

Jack find his bed in the cabin and he sat down on it.Then he leaned his back on it.He did not know what to think.He saved her but he could not be sure if she was not thinking about him about Sawyer.He could not take this pain of remembering the moment he saw them together.Jack could never expect.

Kate knew he was not going to talk with her than she should have started first and she stepped down to the cabin and saw him there.Her eyes fulled with tears.

'What do you want?'asked Jack.He was not looking at her as he could not stand the sight of her eyes but he had noticed she was there.He could hear her steppes even if she was miles away.

'Do you want…to talk?'she asked.Actually she was hoping he said no because it was going to be the hardest conversation.

'No.Actually no.'said Jack.What is there to talk about?Do you have something to tell me?'

'I…I thought you have nothing to ask me.'said Kate.

'Yes.I actually have something to ask you.'said Jack and he stood up slowly.He moved next to her really close to her but she did not step back.She needed this closeness.She could hear his breathing.

'I…'

'Shut up Kate.Now I am talking.'said Jack.

'Why with this tone?'ashed asked pretty mad.She did nothing to deserve this tone to deserve his shouting.

'Because you are driving me mad.'said the man and he leaned his forecast to her.She closed her eyes from pleasure.'What did I mean to you?'

'The same thing you still mean to me.'said Kate.She was pretty confused about her feeling for Jack but there was a spark in her heart which was saying his name.

'Kate.You kissed me.There in the jungle.And then I saw you kissing Sawyer.What a damn game are you playing?'

'This is not a game,Jack.I am just…'said Kate but she shut up.She did not knot what to say actually.It was too hard to bare and she stepped away.She did not moe her eyes from him just she moved her body so she could not hear him breathing anymore.

'I am curious to know what exactly this is.'said Jack but he was pretty sure she did not know it.And even if she did she was embarrassed to say it.