Heyy everybodyy! this is a new story that im co-writing with the amazing..... * drumroll * Kara hikaru *wooooooo! * it is so obvs. roxas & namine, because we love them, and she will be writing the next chapter, so sit back, enjoy & review :P


I rolled my eyes at Roxas and Xion, who were bent up double, laughing at me.

"You guys, its not funny" I frowned, staring down my nose at the goddamn ketchup stain on my shirt. It was white, did Roxas have any idea how hard that was gonna be to get out? Sometimes I despair of that boy.

"Guys!" I shouted, banging on the table, causing my fork to fall to the floor with a clatter. I raised my head to glare at Roxas, his eyes widening as he took in my expression. Xion was still giggling, but I was focusing my attention on Roxas.

My eyes strayed away from his face, and they landed on his soft golden spikes. I almost reached out my hand to touch them, but my other hand smacked it under the table. You're supposed to be mad, remember!

I nodded slightly to myself, re-focusing on scaring the crap out of Roxas. He nudged Xion, and she looked up too. They were both silent, they knew not to mess with me when I got worked up. Roxas cleared his throat.

" Ermmm…. Nami?" I growled in response, causing Roxas to jump and fall backwards off the bench. I burst into laughter, clutching my stomach as I jerked in my seat. Xion was giggling too as she offered a hand to him to help him up.

He took her hand, intertwining their fingers as she helped him up. But they didn't let go. I took a deep breath, feeling my eyes stinging as the tears pooled up, threatening to escape.

I looked down at the floor, trying to think of a reason to go somewhere. They've been dating for a month now, and I'm just going to have to come to terms with that. I just feel left out, nothing more.

I quickly ducked down under the table to pick up my fork- I couldn't bare to sit there in silence and watch then smile at each other anymore. I wiped away my tears furiously, gritting my teeth in an effort not to whimper. I took a few deep breaths before composing myself.

I sat back up again, my smile set in place as I moved up. I needed to fool them into thinking I was okay. The sight I saw made my smile wobble. His arm was around her waist, they're lips joined together as she clutched at his shirt. She giggled a little against his lips, causing him to smile. A pang of hurt washed through me, the tears automatically pooling in my eyes again. Roxas…..

I got up from my seat, pushing it back under the table. I looked at them one last time before turning around and walking out of the restaurant. The tears streaked down my face noiselessly as I pushed open the door. They didn't even notice.

The cold wind whipped around me as I pulled my coat across my body in an effort to keep warm. Its no use. I let more tears escape as I sprinted down the walkway, sobbing hysterically as I made my way home.

I fumbled with the keys at my front door, it was too cold and I was shaking. I finally got it in, and I pushed open the door and slammed it shut behind me. I threw my keys onto the table next to the door, wiping away the tears from my cheeks.

I stumbled up the stairs, but I could only make it up halfway. My breath was coming out in quick gasps, so I sat down on the step and tried to calm myself. This was no time to hyperventilate. But I felt broken inside. But not because they weren't acknowledging me, but because she was kissing Roxas. Did I like him? How could he do this to me?

I picked my mobile, and pressed number 4. The phone rang once, then someone picked up.

"Riku?"

"Yeah" he answered, his tone sounding bored.

"Come to my house please, I need to talk to you"


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