I don't know how long I'll be able to keep going like this. I feel like I'll be betraying the empire if I give up, but the constant torture is too much. Hopefully they'll stop it soon. From what I overhear sometimes, the final experiment is coming up soon. Maybe after that I'll be able to rest.
It all started on an afternoon. They had found Zims' base, and I was about to get in the voot cruiser. It was too late though. They caught me before I was able to get into the voot, and Zim had to leave, or else they would have taken him, too. I wonder where he is now. Probably somewhere deserted like Alaska or Canada or New Zealand. A place where the humans don't go, and Zim can plot their destruction in peace.
When they took me here, they tortured me to try and get information. I wouldn't tell them anything. I am a trained soldier, and not even the hogulus could destroy me. I've been used in canon seeps, as a destraction, and tortured by all the other Irkens taller, better looking and more powerful than me. All Irkens have tortured me. These humans can do nothing worse than them. After they realised thy wouldn't get any information from me, they started to experiment on me. The experiments were worse than the torture, but for some of them I was under anaesthetic, so they didn't hurt so much.
I keep on thinking Zim will rescue me. I even see GIR and mini-moose sometimes, but they always ignore me, even when they're in the room with me. I even see my own SIR unit sometimes, but I was sure he had been destroyed on Blorch. Sometimes the tallest visit me! I try to warn them away, but they ignore me. Sometimes they speak like the humans, but mostly they ignore me. I have thought of self-destructing, but I cannot seem to move my arms. My tallest are here again! I want to speak to them, but I am so tired. Red has taken my wrist and seems to be counting something, but I can't tell. It's all growing dark. I hope they'll still be there when I wake up.
"Sir, subjects pulse has stopped at 1:05 am, 13th December, 2057"
"Very well. Perpare the operating theatre for the autopsy."
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Authors end note: That made me cry while writing the ending. I always wondered why nobody had ever written a fic where Skoodge (yes, it was Skoodge) had been caught by humans. So I decided to write it myself. Hope that if you read this story, you enjoyed it. Can you enjoy this story? I certainly don't.
