I feel like she is building me all up again but I have found another.I believe that she does love me but she is not ready for something so series. She is always look at me .I will always hold a special place in my heart for her, but I cant let her hold me back from someone els whom I love. The water that I drown myself in fills the piece of,my heart that is missing and slowly breaks me into two different people,with individual personalities . I'm like a flower with no pedals, just a bud with a stem that holds me up.