Roxas would lie wide awake in his bed, he would think about the time he was pit against Sora at the dive to the heart, his heart would hurt and ache deeply thinking how he could have killed the brunette, his now best friend.
He remembered how he was about to run his two keyblade's through the slim boys chest but at that last moment looking into the blue of Sora's eyes that were filled with fear, with shock as he dropped his blades to the ground, he knew then he didn't want to end his life, he knew that Sora's light guided him through that time and now because of him, he was his own person, he had a heart.
After everything, Sora chose to bring Roxas back to the island, his home land. Sora even decided that the two were gonna live together, because Roxas was new to the islands and he wanted more time with his new friend and so ever since the battle with Xemnas ended, Roxas had been living with Sora.
What Sora didn't know and what Roxas knew perfectly well, deep inside his heart, he had fallen for the adorable brunette, Roxas had found all this time he wanted Sora, he longed to be more than friends which made living with him difficult, always being so close, but not close enough to him. Sora was a friendly spirit and so he would always hug his friends but at times it seemed to Roxas that he enjoyed hugging him more than the rest, he cursed himself telling himself that Sora likes everyone of his friends equally.
He thought of the times the brunette would leave his door cracked just enough for Roxas to accidentally he could tell himself that sure, he could see him changing and of course being a gentlemen he would always leave before the boy was completely naked, plus he couldn't afford any more hard-on's, it would definitely scream 'I want to fuck you, Sora.' And he didn't want to lose his friend, his home. Recently during the spring break he had been staying at Axel's to take a break from Sora land, he was silly but he couldn't help but feel all the time alone together on spring break he would break and he would fuck the boy senseless and then he would surely lose him and be charged of rape and that was something Roxas would like to avoid all together, he wasn't that kind of person.
He sighs his blue eyes locked to the ceiling as if it were showing images of a movie of his thoughts, he also was sighing as the alarm went off screaming time for school, he was happy because it was time to get away from his pyro friend and back to being surrounded day and night by his crush.
Roxas drags himself out of his bed in the guest room of Axel's apartment who he shared with the artist, Namine. He was glad that the two organization members tagged along, he couldn't imagine his life without two of his old friends. He also felt satisfied taking a piece of him to accompany him on his new journey.
Roxas tugged on his school uniform and shoes putting on his messenger bag and hurried out to the living room to sit for breakfast.
Roxas felt four eyes on him, he looked up to see he was right one emerald and the other blue but not as blue as his Sora, Did he really just think that, really his Sora, he sighed to himself thinking, he was screwed for sure.
"Why don't ya just tell the Cutie you want to fuck him?" Axel questions dishing out eggs and bacon on a plate for the two.
He growls as he shovels in his food, he wanted to get out. "Because I don't just want to fuck him, Axel. I love him...And don't call him Cutie, he's off limits to you, Firebreath..." He spat, he set his plate in the sink and wash it off.
"Whoa Whoa cool it Roxas, I was just making polite conversation. Now why don't you tell him how you feel or better yet have little witch peer into your brunette's head and find out for you."
"I wish, I could but my powers have been locked away after Sora and Riku put Xemnas away...Sorry Roxas." Namine replies apologetically.
"Don't apologize, I wouldn't want you to do that anyway, it wouldn't be right to evade our friends private thoughts. As for telling Sora how I feel, I can't because he probably doesn't feel the same and once the words come out nothing will ever be the same, he likes Kairi anyway, Better head out, Don't want to be late." Roxas replies heading out the door, Namine behind him with Axel tagging along deciding to go to class today, because he had nothing else better to do.
Roxas stepped onto the school grounds, He watched as the small three person group departed, Namine wondered off to meet Kairi, who always waited at the entrance for her, he was glad the blonde girl had found someone to be around and he was also glad that Kairi was the one keeping an eye on her and keeping her safe and happy with her stay in Destiny islands, His blue eyes turned to the spiky red haired pyro, Axel who was already halfway through the campus joining the couple, Zexion and Demyx.
The blonde watched as friends and lovers met up with one another, people laughed and hugged while heading inside for class. His thoughts wondered off to the brunette he called his friend, he peered around trying to find a head or tame brown spikes.
"Roxy!" He heard a chime and turned around to see Sora run up and drag his lengthy arms around his neck hugging him tightly. Roxas hugged him back, the tightness of the hug was enough to make the blonde melt. One word came to his mind, screwed.
"Hey Sor." Roxas greets, he pry's the brunette off him and look at him, his blue eyes shining bright to go along with his smile, so cute. He thought.
"I missed you at the house, it was pretty boring." Sora responds.
"Really? I thought you were gonna have Riku over for the break?" Roxas replies. He felt his heart flutter, Sora missed him.
"I really didn't feel like having anyone over but I did have Riku over for a couple of days which was great but Sephiroth came and took him, I think it has something to do with family...So it was just me home alone, bored out of my mind." Sora replies.
"Oh...Well why didn't you just come get me, I would have come home and hung out with you or why didn't you have Kairi over?" Roxas asks curiously.
"Kairi was spending her break with Namine and um...I didn't want to bother you, I figured you were having a blast with Axel." Sora says he looks down kicking a small pebble that was on the side walk.
Roxas had the willpower to push his feeling aside for the brunette to rest a hand on his shoulder, he looks straight into his eyes. "Sora, Don't ever think you'd bother me...Trust me you could never, You're my somebody and more my best friend."
Sora smiles softly, Roxas knew he was gonna change the subject "So...Are you gonna come back to the house now that the break is over or are you gonna live with that pyro Axel now?"
Roxas wondered if there was a hint of jealousy in his tone, he brushed it off, Sora's heart is to good to be jealous. "As much of a good friend Axel is, my home is with you, Sora. I wouldn't want to live anywhere else."
"Let's get to class before Vexen has a cow and decides to come after us and dissect us." Sora replies, he grabs the blondes hand and lead him into the building.
Roxas couldn't help to blush the entire way to their lockers, his gaze never leaving the brunette's frame.
"You know I'm capable of walking on my own right, Sora?" Roxas questions as they'd arrived to their lockers that were side by side.
Roxas felt his hand drop to his side, he looked to see a hint of pink to the blue eyed boys cheeks, he assumed it was from walking, he opens his locker at the same time as Sora.
"Sorry I didn't realize, I hope I didn't embarrass you." Sora apologizes grabbing his books and closing the door of his locker and hurried off to class.
Roxas stood with his books in hand, he was confused with the way Sora apologized and hurried away. He would think his friend would know he didn't care what other people thought, Now he wondered if he had upset the boy by joking that he could walk on his own.
He'd tell himself to brush it off and that during class he would make his friend feel good again, that would make the brunette forget the incident with the walking with the hands entwined together.
He was brought out of his thoughts when a girl with dark short hair and a black and white headband around her head popped up.
"Man I hate these uniforms, I'd prefer to wear my battle clothes...Anyway, You and Sora still coming over tonight for Naruto marathon tonight?" The ninja like girl, Yuffie asks hyper as always.
"You are so obsessed, Yuffie." Roxas says. He thought about Sora and how down his friend was, maybe this was something he needed, a night with friends. Roxas ruffles Yuffie's hair and smiles, the idea seeming more appealing now that it was actually helping. "We will be there, 6:00, Right?."
"Perfect and yes, It's gonna be so much fun, Believe it!" Yuffie chimes running off.
Roxas laughed to himself, she was a dork but she was a great friend. After she disappeared, he heads off to class and look around the room trying to spot the head of brown spikes, not to hard since Sora was different from the others, he liked that. He walked down the aisle finding him sitting at a desk talking to another kid, an older boy, he stopped in his tracks to observe the scene.
Sora was sitting at the desk minding his own business jotting down the notes on the board at least until some kid comes up and snatches his note book, he looks up to find a tall boy with a beanie on, light blonde hair and icy blue eyes, He remembered Roxas talking about him and how he was sour to his and Hayner's group in Twilight Town but the male had eventually toned down and befriended them, Sora wondered why the sudden change in the bully, why he went back to his old ways but that didn't matter now, he was messing with him and frankly Sora wasn't in the mood, he glares at the taller boy.
"Seifer, Give me back my notebook and go back to your seat." Sora growled.
"Oh telling me what to do, pip-squeak...I'm shaking in my boots...I'll give it back to ya...How about I sit next to ya and you do my work or is this spot taken, kid?" Seifer asks motioning to the empty chair next to him.
"Yeah, This spot next to me is taken, I'm saving this spot for Roxas, So get lost." Sora snapped, he always chose to be kind to other people but this guy was getting under his skin, he found it impossible and he knew in life there would be situations where it was impossible to be nice.
Sora was startled when he was raised from his sit into the air, his collar being held onto, he looked down struggling to get free from Seifer.
"What did you say to me you little punk?!" Seifer growled, he picked Sora up from his seat, his fingers holding his collar making him look directly into his eyes.
"It's a shame to see you've grown back into your old ways...Is it fun to tear down those who seem weaker than you?" Roxas asks. "Oh and I believe he said to get lost." Roxas says stepping up, he glares at the older male who dare lay his hands on his Sora.
"Oh Roxas, Don't you ever know how to mind your own business?" Seifer asks, his gaze leaving the brunette to focus on the blonde.
"I've always learned to protect what is precious from dirtbags like you." He says his blue eyes looking into the overly confident male holding onto the brunette's collar. "Now let Sora go or you'll regret it." Roxas demands.
"You better let the kid go, Mr. Strife probably will arrive soon." Fuu says her red eyes moving from the scene and the door, watching Seifer's back standing by the other lackey, Rai.
"Ya know, Seifer could have pummeled you so easily, Next time you better do as he says, Yeah." Rai adds heading off with Fuu to take their seats, he motioned for Seifer to give up and follow.
In an instant Sora was dropped to the ground, Seifer heading off to his group, Roxas helped his friend up and took a seat next to him, Sora dusted himself off.
"Are you okay, Sora. Did he hurt you?" Roxas asks concern taking over.
"I'm fine." He says with a bright smile. "I'm tougher than I look, Man I'm so glad some of the people from the journey decided to take on school and jobs here." He tried to change the subject but he knew very well, Roxas wouldn't forget it.
"Sora, You never have to put up a front with me...I could see that jerk shook you up." Roxas says, he clenched his fists angry at thinking of that guy doing that to Sora for no reason, he wanted to go punch his lights out at this moment but Cloud, their teacher walked in ready to begin class.
"Thank you for the save, Roxy." Sora says softly, he turns his gaze away from the blonde to focus on the teacher up above.
Roxas gaze never leaving the boy by his side, Of course he made sure to pay attention to Cloud's lesson, he was beyond smart so he could easily do the work blindfolded.
Well that was the first chapter, I do hope it is okay, There will be a lot more to come so stay tune, Thank you for taking the time to click on this and read, If you like be sure to favorite, follow and drop a review if you can.