Annie's pov
I cant wait to see Finnick! He should be arriving back from the capitol soon! Hes been gone for so long! Johannah is coming with me so I'm here waiting with her to hear the annoncement that they arrived!
"I can't wait to tell him about the baby!" I squeal to Johannah. She rolls her eyes. The rebels won the rebellion! We are all free, we can go home soon! I am also excited to see katniss, not as much as Finn but she was the mockingjay and she started it all!
"The rebel team has returned" I hear through the speakers! Me and Johannah jump up and sprint as fast as we can go. (Its hard to go fast for me because im pregnant.) and to the port where the Hovercraft was landing. I see Katniss come out and I wave to her. Then Peeta, Gale. Wait! Wheres Finn!
"Mrs Odair, Miss Mason" A person with a green bowler hat and a black suit says.
"Yes? Oh, Im sorry i must be seeing my husband" I am about to turn away when he says something that makes my blood freeze and i spin around.
"Im very sorry, Mr Odair is no longer with us, he was killed by mutts sent to hurt them, I'm sorry for your loss" He says with a sad smile.
"What, no thats not possible, he said he will always come back, he is not gone, FINN, FINN, FINNICK, COME HERE, FINNICK ODAIR" I scream and people give me looks of sympathy. I shake my head, not believing its not true.
I look at Johannah who is deathly pale and her normal grumpy attidute was gone and tears seemed to be flooding her vision. She collapsed on the floor and she put her head in her hands.
I run to find katniss, she will tell me its not true and he is just planning a special return for me, just like he normally does. I end up in the hosptial and check everydoor, until I find her. She is on the bed and she sits up.
"Finnick, where is he Katniss, people are saying mutts got him, but thats not true is it?" I ask her. Tears stream down her face. Its true.
I run back to where Johannah is. She looks up at me and she has tears streaming down her face too. Oh no. She never cries. Its true.
I break down sobbing and collapse on the floor. Johannah tries to comfurt me but she has it just as bad.
I dont know how long I sit there, on the floor, not wanting to even live. At this moment, i don't care about the baby. All i want is my Finn, but hes gone.
I feel myself being picked up and turn around to see, Peeta? Carring me. I can't tell who it is but i know hes carring me. I see blonde hair and i know its peeta.
"It's okay, I'm sorry Annie, I'm sorry" Peeta carries me back to my room where he places me on my bed and leaves. Johannah is getting dragged in by Gale. she lives across the hall. A doctor comes in to check on us every hour.
"Go away idiot, i can walk" She screams, i hear her across the hall.. I'm still sobbing. How could he leave.
"He promised, he told me he would come back" I sobbed. He needs to come back. I cry myself to sleep even though it was 2 in the afternoon.
"Finnick" I screamed. It was if I was katniss watching him get ripped to shreds. He looks at me tears glazing his and my own eyes. "Finnick, RUN" I scream, begging him to move. "I cant Annie, I'm stuck, please, im so sorry, run" He was crying silently. I stayed put. He screamed at me to run, while i watched him being ripped to shreds.
Someone is shaking my shoulder. I open my eyes, crying, just to see Johannah. She is crying as well. I wrap my arms around her and we cry. After a while she wipes her eyes.
"Finnick's funereal is in a month" She says quietly.
"Whos going" I ask her. Finnick said when he died he didnt want alot of people, just people who cared.
"Brainless, lover boy, me, you,and Haymitch." She says and sniffs. I nod.
" You and brainless should talk. You both lost someone you love deeply. Me and Finnick were best friends. He was your husband." I nod and then pause.
"Who did Katniss lose" I asked Jo. She sighed.
""Brainless lost her younger sister, Prim, i think, the one brainless volunteered for." My mouth drops open.
"Oh" I curl up in a ball.
"Me and you need to write a speech about Finnick. We were the closest to him." She says nothing more.
"Jo, its really hard" I start crying again. She frowns and wraps her ams around me. Johannah is normally not caring or delicate, more like rough and tough.
"Where is it Jo" I ask once i stop crying.
"4" she says simply. And with that she walks out of my room and into her own. I hear punching. Shes punching the walls. I start to get dizzy and weak from crying so much.
"I love you Finn" I whisper before darkness from crying so much, overcomes me. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters anymore. It wont ever matter again. Finnick is gone, so is my happiness and joy and my life. Living is pointless now, except for mine and finns baby. Its all i have left now, of Finnick. All i have left.