The steam from the hot water filled the bathroom as the water itself filled the tub. I undressed and looked at myself naked in the mirror, something I always do. My hips are wide, child bearing hips as every one always says, and I love them. They cause that perfect hour glass figure that every woman wants. My skin is a creamy white and my nipples are bruised, once again reminding me of the amazing night before. It's always amazing with him.

I add bubbles and get into the bath. My feet are so cold that upon getting into the bath they sting, one of the cons of being a smoker in Washington during the fall. It's the end of October and it's already frosting over outside.

My iPod is on the dock and playing sleepy head by Passion Pit, my new obsession, as I relax into the warm water. My back is killing me, as usual, and the heat definatly helps. The heat and when he helps relieve the tension with a back rub. That always goes farther than it should though.

When the water turns cold, I decide it's time to get out of the bath tub. I climb out and wrap my favorite pink towel around myself. My long blonde hair is in a bun so it never got wet. As i'm cleaning out my ears i notice a large hicky on the left side of my neck. That'll be fun to try to hide from my parents.

I walk across the hall into my bedroom and get dressed in my favorite shorts and a tank top. It's midnight by now and I know I have to go to sleep soon, though i'm not tired.

I grab my iPod touch and send him a quick text.

Hey baby, just wanted to let you know that i'm thinking of you. Wish you were here. -R

I lay down and await his response. It's almost immediate.

Me too, baby. I hate that we live so far away. I miss you so much. -E

I smile and tell him a quick goodnight knowing that I need to sleep soon.

I lay there thinking about where my life is right now. I know things will get beter soon, they have to. I fall asleep with thoughts of my lover with a smile on my face.