Life. Hell. And back Again.
There I was just sitting on my bed, curled up trying to keep myself together.
Edward had only been gone for a week yet it seemed like eternity.
I loved Edward he was my life, my destiny, my one true love.
As I thought more about him the hole in me grew bigger, as I remembered each kiss I sank lower into my pool of hurt.
For some reason there was no sense of life without him. No shiny Volvo waiting to pick me up from school, no Alice wanting me to be her life-size Barbie.
For me Life without Edward was worth then death it self.
Two months passed and I feel into a routine just get up, eat, school, and sleep.
Everything I did hurt more and more. And soon most memories of us together faded into a blur.
Angela and Ben talked to themselves and Mike looked at the other girls while I was depressed and gloomy.
As the weeks passed I found myself at Jacobs more often. He made the hurt fade like a medicine that only covers the cold.
Years past and I was happy with Jacob. Yet, for some strange reason Edward would always creep back into my head. I could not but help leave Jacob and search for him. My heart yearned to hear his voice, to have his soft lips move against mine.
So I went on the search which lead me to hell.