Hey! Long time no see. So recently I have been reading a bunch of fanfiction and I realized that I miss writing so I'm going to start doing it again and I'm gonna be committed to it

I will be continuing TGWLE and I will upload a new chapter for that every Tuesday and Saturday, as well as this. Hopefully I can commit to this Now for the summary:

Remus Lupin is anything but normal. He seems like the average 16 year old Hogwarts student, but he is a lot more than just that. And for some reason, he is attracted to a very beautiful, but Slytherin, Sirius Black. And Sirius seems attracted to him too! How do they hide this without being outed as freaks? And how can he be with someone who doesn't know what lies within?

Hope you like and a review is always welcomed

"I'm not normal" Remus thought.

He was staring at his sickly body in the mirror of the sixth year Gryffindor boy's bathroom, examining his many scars.

"Perks of being a werewolf" he thought sarcastically.

Being bitten at a young age made life very hard for him. No one knew of course, his kind was hated, spat upon. However, Dumbledore thought he was worthy of learning magic so for six years, he has been learning at Hogwarts, no one knowing his secret.

Remus ran a hand through his hair, very stressed. A full moon was coming at the end of the week and he always dreaded them. Not being himself, giving himself scars, and the days after feeling worn out and tired. So dreadful.

Pushing the thought out of his mind, he got dressed, grabbed his stuff and made way for the Great Hall.

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Remus took his usual seat across from Peter Pettigrew, a friendly acquaintance of his. Remus liked the boy a lot but they weren't close in fear of learning his secret.

"Morning" Peter greeted quickly. He was hounding on his breakfast like it was his last meal.

"Morning" he murmured softly. He buttered some toast, picked up his book, and began reading.

He didn't know how, but his eyes found themselves, not staring at the words in his book, but a certain Slytherin. Sirius Black.

He was one of the most popular boys in his year, along with his best friend James Potter. Sirius also happened to be very handsome and attractive. His grey eyes, long black hair, his warm smile…

He shook his head, breaking out of his ridiculous thought. Remus knew he was gay but not attracted to Sirius. Yet, everyday he'd find himself looking at him. Laughing with his Slytherin friends, his grey eyes twinkling when he found something funny, his lips forming a wide smile, wishing he could feel how soft they are.

But Sirius was straight. He snogged half the Hogwarts girl population, or maybe ¾. Not once has he known Sirius to be involved with a guy. Plus, Remus was very awkward. He didn't have many friends due to his condition, he was a bit of a bookworm, very absorbed in his studies (except potions cause he's rubbish at it), and he was a gay werewolf, two things people look down upon.

Remus was used to being alone, but he wished he wasn't who he was so maybe, he could make some friends, like Sirius.

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Later on, Remus was heading to potions, his most dreaded class. He wasn't good at it and he didn't know why. All his other subjects came to him naturally except this one. He was surprised he didn't fail his Potions OWL.

Walking in, his eyes caught Sirius. He was talking to James, probably planning a prank. They do a lot of those. Remus looked for a seat and found one next to a girl in his year, Lily Evans. She was another attractive girl and like him, a Gryffindor. If Remus didn't like guys, he probably would've set sights on her. Lucky for him, Lily liked Remus and they were friendly. Not so lucky for him, her station just happened to be next to Sirius and James. And James just happened to have a huge crush on Lily.

Remus walked over to her and said "Do you mind if I sit here?". She smiled and nodded. She began explaining about something that happened in her ancient runes class, which Remus listened too, until he felt something, like paper, hit his head.

His eyes scanned for what it was and he realized that it was James Potter. Lily spun in her chair, looking murderous.

"Can you leave me alone and not throw paper at my friend?" she gritted through her teeth. Remus looked and saw that Sirius and James were now staring at him, which made his breathing pick up speed.

"Come on Lily, it was an accident. It was meant for you, we didn't mean to hit your friend" James smirked.

"Piss off Potter" she snapped and then turned back to Remus.

"Those two are just the worse. James keeps trying to hit on me, like all the time. And I think I would give him a chance if he'd grow up a bit" she sighed, her eyes staring off in the distance for a moment.

"Yeah, not so easy to take him serious when he's throwing paper at you" Remus murmured. She nodded and they started potions

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After potions, Lily offered to walk with him to the library, which he accepted. They walked, talking about classes and when they got there, they sat quietly, doing homework. Well, it was quiet until Remus heard a psst noise. He looked up to see James and Sirius at a nearby table, not doing homework, but staring at him and Lily.

"OI, LILY" James whispered loudly. Lily looked up frustrated. James beckoned her to come to his table. She rolled her eyes and whispered "I'm gonna see what he wants, I'll be right back". She walked over and Remus got back to his work

When he felt a presence in the chair next to him he said without thinking "What did he…" but then realized it wasn't Lily, it was Sirius. He suddenly felt like he was going to have a heart attack.

"James is trying to talk old Lily-kins into going on a date" Sirius said with a smirk, looking at them and then back to Remus. Remus nodded and got back to his work, very much wanting to run for the hills.

"So I see you hang around Lily…" he trailed "I'm sorry, what's your name?"

Remus looked up finding Sirius staring at him with utter confusion. He felt himself fighting off a blush.

"R-Remus" he choked out, feeling anything but confident.

"I see. You're in some of my classes but I never knew you. You're so…independent" he observed. Remus nodded and Sirius gave his a smirk. Remus gave him a slight smile.

A moment later, a very angry Lily came storming back.

"I can't believe you two thought that would have worked but I've had enough! Get lost Black and you can tell your BEST FRIEND to " she gritted so angrily, Remus was afraid she might start throwing hexes.

Sirius smirked in amusement and got up. Before he went though, he called "See you around Remus". He smirked at him, gave him a wink and then he and Potter left, probably discussing what just happened.

Remus watched as they walked out, wanting to relive that whole moment. He snapped out of it and turned his attention to Lily, who was ranting about how immature James and Sirius are, but Remus wasn't listening. He was thinking about the way Sirius smirked at him and spoke to him as if he wasn't even a Gryffindor and as if they didn't have rivalry, more like a good friend. He even offered to "see him around", whatever that meant.

Maybe this was the start of a friendship with the boy he just won't stop swooning over.

WOW! I like how this turned out. I'm so excited to write more. Chapter two will be up on Saturday and either today or Saturday TGWLE will have a new chapter so be on the lookout for that, if you want of course.

Also a review would be really cool cause I like to her your thoughts and to see if there are some Wolfstar shippers out there ;)

Also a big thanks to tigergirl-moonstar for giving me the idea for this

Have a good Tuesday!