Hi , I'm sorry for not updating , but some shit happened in my town with *rant rant rant * and there is my excuse , I'm still new , but I thought giving you a nice one shot that will give your heart an overload of cuteness as an I'm sorry will do Please for give me ?

"Germanyyyyyyyyyy!?"

That was the scared / sad cry Germany awoke to at ... 1 in the morning . Joy . Following this cry , came a crying Italy jumping on his bed , in nothing , only a pillow covering his body . ' why does he have to sleep like that ? Gott he is cute ... Wait , he wasn't even in my home when I went to bed ... I will never understand Catholics . " he thought

" Germany , promise you will never leave again please ! " Italy cried half asleep

The thing was , Germany knew perfectly what Italy was talking about . He had regained his memories of his childhood after WWII . He had thought they where only dreams ever since Prussia had saved him in the battlefield that day . He felt so much guilt thinking that after he knew . That the girl in his dreams he had fallen for was really a boy he fell for when he was a man . The one now clinging to him for dear life in a tight embrace . And Germany held Italy back .

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Italy hated memories. At least that's how he felt as he tried to fall asleep that night in his home . There was no Germany there to hold him and tell him everything was going to be ok . He had to face this sadness on his own , after all he was a manly man sí ? ( AN pfft )

Italy hated today . At least that's how he felt as he tried to fall asleep that night in his home . The day Holy Romen Empire had fallen . And as fate would have it , it sent Germany to him too . It almost hurt to fall in love with him . He had promised that boy he would wait . He still is . But ... Germany not only looks like HRE he acts just like him . It drove him crazy . Was falling in love with him a terable thing , or was it that fate had granted his wish to see his love again . He was so confused , but had hid skillfully behind a smile all that time .

Italy hated emotions. At least that's how he felt as he slowly cried himself to sleep alone with the idea Germany would never share his feelings . That they would always be connected by a orange string instead of the vibrent red he wished for .

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and that's what lead the secretly-already-lovers-only-they-don't -know-it-because-plot here . Germany's bed

Germany comforting Italy as he cried half asleep .

Germany found it kind of funny , but found it kind of sad that Italy only new of the truth half asleep. He wanted to tell Italy that it was ok , that he had returned. Just as promised. But he had the horrible idea that Italy would brush him away and think him horrible of forgetting about him for so long . But he now remembered.

It was funny how Italy snuck in his bed just like how he used to . That he secretly enjoyed it , even before regaining his memories.

His mind was engulfed in these thoughts as he heard Italy in his arms trying to comfort him the best he could

" Holy Rome you have to promise . Please !" Italys cry brought him back to reality .

" Ita , " he said Italy's old nick name " I promise you I will never leave you , or hurt you again ." With that said , Gemany held out his pinky finger , for the classic ' Italy promise ' . However he was surprised by what Italy said next

" Germany... Let's seal it with a kiss , like last time "

Germany smiled " Of course "

with that Gemany captured Italys lips with his own . It was supposed to be quick , like when he left the first time . Only it wasn't last time , now was it? The kiss deepened , until Italy fell asleep . Germany watched Italys sleeping face until he too under came sleeps spell .

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Italy awoke the next day to Germany holding him protectively . That's when Italy decided he loved memories. For if he had none he wouldn't remember when he and Gemany had met . Italy also decided he could handle emotions , because the one he felt right now was one he hadn't felt in a long time , and it felt really good , more so when he was held by the German next to him .

He also decided that today would be different. Today he was determined to be heald extra lots ( AN just sounded to Italy to pass up ) . Today he would ask Germany an important question .

Yay , done . Ok :

1- did anyone get my crappy music reference?

2- orange string represents one - sided love and red , strong love that's two - side

I hope this is atleast a little improvement of grammar and story line . I spent my free time exploring this sites functions and others more experienced writers

until next time my dead ones ?