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Chapter 1

Lucas asked me to marry him...

You still love me don't you?

I want us to be together for ever.

Those words kept running through Peyton's mind as she watched Lucas' book burn. What he did just wasn't right. Not that he proposed to Lindsay but the fact he had kissed he back just a half an hour before.

Was she crazy to believe that he still loved her?

You look beautiful.

He's Not Good Enough for you.

"We both know that Lucas has the history of throwing himself into the wrong relationships. Especially when he can't admit the truth about who he loves", Brooke said trying to console he broken friend.

"Its different this time.", Peyton said.

"Its going to bee ok"

Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, the echo of the final buzzer, the cheers of my team mates were all sounds from a thousand miles away. And what remained in that bazar muffled silence was only Peyton. The girl who's art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment my triumph was not the state championship but simple clarity, the realization that we had always been meant for eachother and every instinct to the contary had been undeniable to the following truth. I was now, I would always be in love with Peyton Sawyer.

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The next morning Brooke found Peyton looking through her "Lucas" box.

"Peyton you can't torture yourself like this."

"I should have said yes. If I did we would still be together"

"But you didn't say no. You weren't ready."

"We could've waited to get married. I let him go Brooke."

"No...no you didn't. He let go of you."

"You know he told me he would wait for me. Well not during when he proposed but he said he would wait as long as it would take. I guess thats just one more lie out of Lucas Scott's mouth."

"He still loves you Peyton. He still has that look in his eyes."

"What look?"

"The look he always has when he is around you...its been there since like the 7th grade."

"Well look or not, he doesn't still love me. I should go get my head checked. I can't believe I thought he might actually still have feelings for me.", she said as she looked at a picture of her and Lucas.

Before Brooke could respond she had thrown the book against the wall.

"Your not crazy ok. He is.", Brooke said as she wiped away one of Peyton's tears. "We both know that Lucas has a history of throwing himself into the wrong relationships especially when he is denying who he really loves."

"You're right."

"I can't believe you haven't figured this out already. I'm always right."

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"Congratualtions Man." Nathan said

"Thanks."Lucas said. Nathan could tell something was wrong.

"Aren't you happy.?"

"Yeah, its a dream come true."

"She's not the one you want standiing next to you though is she?"

"What? What are you talking about? I love Lindsey."

"I know you do but ..."

"But what?"

"Did something happen between you and Peyton last night?"

"No...why?"

"Its just that I dropped Jamie off at Brooke's and Peyton looked horrible."

"How bad?"

"It looked like she had been crying.. Alot."

"Everything is so screwed up!"

"Sorry Luke but its your fault. I know you still love Peyton, everybody knows. And she obviously still loves you."

"I've moved on Nate"